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Suicide Discussion

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Venting Nothing going for me
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829
istheretrulyalife?
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illmissmydogthatsit
Tinnitus put the nail in the coffin
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36
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3K
alexit
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I think I'm ready to do this.
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48
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6K
suicidalloser
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S
begging my abuser to kill me already
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19
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1K
suicidalloser
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javie33
Venting Why me
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3
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396
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Busridin'26
Venting End of day check in.
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2
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320
zipperstuck5171
zipperstuck5171
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Does posting here help you bother others less with your mental suffering or even suicidal thoughts?
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10
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415
thrutrekfinaly
thrutrekfinaly
drownll
Discussion Complex suicide involving drowning?
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3
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838
saddestbunny
saddestbunny
goodbyemylove
SN Method, please, help.
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1
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418
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
SolomonKado
I figured Charcoal in the Garage
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31
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2K
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
FireFox
Knowing everything is my all fault is the worst feeling in the world
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1
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313
TDF
TDF
terminalending
  • Locked
Men are a little strange to me
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39
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2K
angel31
angel31
suicidalcatlady
Discussion What’s the biggest reason you want to ctb?
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67
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4K
TDF
TDF
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I need someone
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9
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975
HighFlight
HighFlight
Daxter_87
Venting What a fucking mess of brain
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5
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903
Huggs
Huggs
AkaRed
Venting I really wish that the view on suicide wasn't so dark for a lot of people.
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9
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1K
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Walilamdzii
Hi, I'm just wondering how you get several pills down at once?
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18
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1K
zipperstuck5171
zipperstuck5171
666razorblade
Sometimes I fantasise about just attempting it
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2
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433
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
RedHotRage
Venting Recurring Ear Infections
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3
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586
alexit
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HopefulSleep
Discussion Why do people make children in this world?
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91
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4K
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
CTB Dream
Discussion Life = scapegoat
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3
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411
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
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Everything in my life continues ruined and i need to die but no balls
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6
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1K
Dmoore3232
Dmoore3232
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Jumping into bridge and falling on impact?
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11
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
Trying to figure out what you experience on impact?
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1
Views
339
BoredomSeeker
BoredomSeeker
C
CTB hood?
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1
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351
alonely
alonely
wristcutangel
Venting inadequate.
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1
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320
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
meandthebirds
thougts on antidepressants?
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14
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1K
busybee
busybee
Walilamdzii
I feel mentally slow...
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6
Views
354
Huggs
Huggs
CTB Dream
Venting Void loop
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4
Views
365
enough of this
enough of this
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Jumping from Clifton Suspension Bridge
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8
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1K
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Lost time and missed experiences
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22
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2K
stage4johnny
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Kazeeemoo12
Places to jump Uk.
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6
Views
789
Walilamdzii
Walilamdzii
A
Debreather Removed from Peaceful Pill Handbook
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45
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5K
G50
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ctb★prince
Venting im a bad actor
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5
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437
ctb★prince
ctb★prince
35alcoholics
Why is suicide so looked down upon?
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9
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566
aGoodDayToDie
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ToTheTwillight
Help Anyone tried test kit on SN with low grade purity (Less than 10%), and if so what were the results?
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0
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337
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Walilamdzii
Story I met someone who had brain damage, apparently from trying to jump in front of a vehicle...
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2
Views
469
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Help What if my SN is not pure enough (or my test is wrong?)
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8
Views
891
nothingissacred
nothingissacred
hunterfla
I thought SN was odorless and colorless?
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9
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849
Deleted member 65988
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a_pine_tree
Help I tried night night and it didn't work
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3
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1K
HonestAbe
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Walilamdzii
How to buy myself maximum time?
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2
Views
366
CandyK__
CandyK__
Kasumi
  • Question
Diazepam, Lorazepam, Midazolam, Alprazolam, Oxazepam, Bromazepam, which works best against anxiety?
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15
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854
schrei_nach_liebe
schrei_nach_liebe
Ico
Could it be my meds?
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10
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1K
Ico
Ico
SuicidalOrganism
Everyday I want to suicide because of how ugly my body is
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29
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1K
Torabol
Torabol
K
Discussion do you wish for a different, better life or none at all?
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45
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3K
Danique
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MrDarkness
Venting Heart aches
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5
Views
417
TDF
TDF
liljeep
Venting Why is everyone so disappointing?
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6
Views
491
liljeep
liljeep
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Discussion My younger sister doesnt want me to kill myself and i dont know what to do
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3
Views
527
sayire
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O
Someone to talk
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6
Views
683
Praestat_Mori
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cogmachine
  • Poll
Discussion are you content being / feeling alone? (poll)
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31
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1K
misarexic
misarexic
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