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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Discussion I’m probably going to CBT in the next day/week.
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3
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485
CandyK__
CandyK__
TDF
Where is your ideal place to ctb?
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46
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2K
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
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Everything ready. Got my SN right next to me, waiting for benzos to kick in.
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25
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2K
phersper
phersper
TAW122
Venting One’s success(es) in life shouldn’t be nor is the absolute determining factor in whether one CTBs or not
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1
Views
319
TAW122
TAW122
veigarbeast
Venting Random vent about my life
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0
Views
371
veigarbeast
veigarbeast
Jezzibell
Method Shallow water blackout
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14
Views
2K
irie
irie
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
How to cause the least harm to my family?
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4
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535
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
ZoloftSĂĽchtig
MrDarkness
Story Was able to finally be unconscious
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5
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1K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
chadrĂ­guez
Birshot mess
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1
Views
394
todienomore
todienomore
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Birthday
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3
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487
GreenTree
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Rocinante
Venting How to deal with being social outcast?
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11
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939
attell4
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mittymittens
is it valid for me to feel this way
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2
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296
mittymittens
mittymittens
Gloomislost
Venting Am I selfish?
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13
Views
594
Fabled Oblivion
F
HermitLonerGuy
Just seen a huge number of hanging videos on a gore site for research purposes since i was thinking about it and ive concluded I wont do hanging.
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40
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2K
busybee
busybee
Elle
Struggling so much 2night
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10
Views
592
Elle
Elle
Petrichor45
  • Locked
Venting Tried to CTB Again, Failed
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4
Views
638
Fabled Oblivion
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HopefulSleep
Discussion Why does Vizzy's guide recommend such high benzo dosage and mixing it with water even though it is not water soluble and why after taking sn?
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19
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2K
soontobedone
soontobedone
A
Zero escape from constant escape
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12
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662
aquasaltstripes
A
J
VSED approach - thoughts?
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11
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1K
soontobedone
soontobedone
W
Did you write a Note?
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3
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386
ABSOLUTION
ABSOLUTION
P
Anyone that ordered nitrogen from GD, how long did it take in west EU?
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1
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312
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
JustSomeoneOnline
Venting vent thread
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3
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326
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
-FrozenRobot-
Help Does partial hanging actually work? Insight required. Desperate situation.
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14
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3K
CW36
CW36
Ferret77
Help I'm afraid that I'll kill myself, after this summer ends
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6
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574
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
No offense, but the debreather online shop looks like a scam
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5
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678
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
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Can't believe he survived the fall
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12
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2K
Rogue Proxy
Rogue Proxy
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Why i was born
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4
Views
676
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Wyldfyre4948
Discussion Ready but not set
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3
Views
413
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
T
I have nothing left and I need to find a way now
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4
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440
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MidnightDream
The pain of not having a method
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22
Views
988
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
vednetta
  • Question
Minocycline lethality?
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3
Views
417
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
T
  • Question
Method Jumping
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5
Views
947
Emma123
Emma123
S
Can SN be stored in a different container
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8
Views
855
Techef
Techef
CTB Dream
Venting Feel dead part alive part both
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2
Views
416
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
WaitingToGo
Fentanyl Patches have been found
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1
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629
rotciv
rotciv
Ambivalent1
When you've finally got your fill of revisiting your growing up years, what's left?
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6
Views
379
Forever Sleep
F
AShipinthedark
Discussion I feel like an imposter...
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3
Views
401
TapeMachine
TapeMachine
dragontale14
Suicide by cop?
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16
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1K
Stormy Raine
Stormy Raine
Lifeless mindset
Method Homemade tourniquet/ self strangulation
Replies
7
Views
4K
Lifeless mindset
Lifeless mindset
JustSomeoneOnline
everything you should do before ctb
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5
Views
797
Forever Sleep
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evey8112
I gave away the only fucking thing that could get me out of here FML
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5
Views
987
UKscotty
U
Griffith_NPD
Venting If the SN doesn't arrive...
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7
Views
767
Griffith_NPD
Griffith_NPD
HopefulSleep
Help Can I automatically close an android app after certain time? So I can chat on here after taking the sn but there is no sanctioned suicide evidence
Replies
7
Views
886
saddestbunny
saddestbunny
Wyldfyre4948
In a perfect world
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5
Views
441
Archness
Archness
prone2fury
does cutting have any health effects besides just losing blood?
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9
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948
Crono
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Mimikyu
PPeH January 2021 Update
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57
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7K
Longwalk
L
H
Psych
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11
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888
HAKMKS
H
S
Plastic surgery workarounds
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9
Views
511
brokeandbroken
B
suicidalpushpop
bromazolam?
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0
Views
342
suicidalpushpop
suicidalpushpop
EmpressDean
Discussion How to tie things up?
Replies
7
Views
673
just_so_done
J
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