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Suicide Discussion

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Sleeper System
Planning Stage Before Ending Myself ™️
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12
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823
ilovenewyork
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Discussion What do you use for storing SN?
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3
Views
307
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
zdeweilx
Method Is starving to death a viable option to CTB ?
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44
Views
2K
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
aceless_spade
If the door is open I am jumping
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8
Views
547
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
wildflowers1996
I'm scared this is karma
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36
Views
2K
StrawberryBlood
StrawberryBlood
Liebestod
Discussion Does having a ctb date really help?
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5
Views
465
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
instormdrains
Gonna be dead in an hour
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22
Views
2K
instormdrains
instormdrains
dangerstars
Venting i don't think they love me the way i love them
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1
Views
346
Gangrel
Gangrel
Dead_Rose
Method Advice needed
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2
Views
455
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
Decayed
am i selfish for not wanting to be alone
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3
Views
355
JamieD
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moldyara2002
I don’t want my family to even see my ashes
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4
Views
343
JamieD
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eggsausagerice
i feel like ctbing in my house
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0
Views
398
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Claymore7274
Venting I can't cry
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10
Views
670
Sadbanana
S
Sleeper System
8 Billion Souls ™️ (Graphic Rant)
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1
Views
347
badatparties
badatparties
meowmauve
therapy
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1
Views
239
Forveleth
F
braintorture
Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online
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9
Views
909
EmpressDean
EmpressDean
RENOX
Method Will suffocation inside a car works?
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6
Views
920
badatparties
badatparties
Kazu Ha
Venting I hate my life
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2
Views
429
honeythunder
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pokerrkitty
Venting Being open about being suicidal has only caused me to lose people.
Replies
7
Views
646
Hibiki
Hibiki
GleefulGrimshade
BE CAREFUL WITH AIRBNB AND HOTELS
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4
Views
751
reb
R
SomedayorNexttime
Help Does anyone know how to effectively hang with a cord? I want to half hang as I heard it’s effective.
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1
Views
277
Ramire_Artes
R
M
I don't know if I'll survive this month. Lots of debt
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4
Views
415
Ramire_Artes
R
LonelyPrince
Venting Weak. Pathetic.
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6
Views
587
Roseate
R
Boudika
Help How much it would cost to clean my dead body?
Replies
1
Views
324
kurgan
kurgan
burninghill
Intrusive thoughts or truly just a terrible person?
Replies
2
Views
291
suicidesergal
suicidesergal
scary
Method Probably the worst CTB method (that I will attempt anyway)
Replies
9
Views
2K
peacefulsleepnow
P
OOUUneverover
NSFW Sex as a form of self harm?
Replies
7
Views
894
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
princeseadove
Help What’s the sweet spot and how can I find it?
Replies
6
Views
433
Forveleth
F
mlb
For people who attempted ctb outside - how did you feel?
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24
Views
2K
like_a_bird
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kipstriesagain
Venting Probably maybe killing myself in a few days, my thoughts
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1
Views
324
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
Kotaru Chan
Megathread (Brasil) - Tentativas Fracassadas
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6
Views
1K
Alive42long
Alive42long
E
Venting Waiting for SN to arrive is so ass
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3
Views
490
Bimbosqualo
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O
Fent or something equivalent on the dark web, how easy is it to obtain this a good alternative is this to N?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
omgkawaiiamagai
  • Question
doubt about sn
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1
Views
293
Chemi
Chemi
Dinnerwith6
Am I still alive or already in the afterlife
Replies
4
Views
338
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
KattinKai!
I wish
Replies
0
Views
187
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
S
Does C still sell N in the dark markets?
Replies
3
Views
510
Sniperassault2012
S
LakeMungoGirl
I told my friend I’m planning on CTB and instead she offered to fly me to her state so we could live together
Replies
20
Views
2K
doomedforsure
D
A
Drinking Amyl (Poopers)
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1
Views
230
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
notevenhere
if you are born poor, you will die poor. stop trying.
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12
Views
933
Xiaojiu
Xiaojiu
Siamese Believe
Everything around me is just a constant reminder of everything I couldn’t have
Replies
4
Views
390
iveseenfootage
iveseenfootage
N
Venting Im so fucked
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1
Views
267
fkyou
fkyou
P
what is the ideal benzo for sn?
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8
Views
660
Roadrunner
Roadrunner
jonsantorni
Maintaining SI
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2
Views
243
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
bye and thanks to everyone who helped me <3
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20
Views
788
zdeweilx
zdeweilx
M
Method Switching methods
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1
Views
354
Praestat_Mori
P
K
EUROPEAN PEOPLE
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3
Views
471
Eriktf
E
here_for_now
how to avoid getting revived
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1
Views
289
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
M
Help How to kill myself with my prescription of Quetiapine (400mg), Lamotrigine (200mg) and lorazepam (2mg)?
Replies
4
Views
557
murielhelsop
M
kat_
Help am i a bad person if i kill myself despite people caring about me?
Replies
10
Views
727
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
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