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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Nights
  • Question
If you were to be immortal, what would you do?
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23
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1K
Failure21
F
DrinkyCrow
Venting Got the most devastating news this year today
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12
Views
828
highjumping
highjumping
I
Discussion What I have ti say to my psychiatrist to give me some antidepressant or other pills?
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5
Views
887
neurotic
neurotic
Yym1
Life is so weird
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6
Views
390
wanderingspirit
wanderingspirit
I
Venting Can’t cope with this anymore
Replies
5
Views
512
ladylord
ladylord
Duochrome-Seahorse
Venting Death day in 90 days: A small retrospective
Replies
1
Views
392
neurotic
neurotic
ThisSillyMindofMine
  • Question
Planning ctb, method suggestions?
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6
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1K
Worndown
Worndown
Illidan77
would you recommend or tell someone you know who's going to ctb about this site?
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18
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2K
wanderingspirit
wanderingspirit
meowmeowkitty
Cherry seeds??
Replies
4
Views
926
Mord.
Mord.
highjumping
Venting I miss A
Replies
11
Views
918
highjumping
highjumping
D
Venting i’m an idiot
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2
Views
637
neurotic
neurotic
A
Help Liquid aquarium test
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0
Views
348
AngelRosrom
A
lagoona-a-go-go
Discussion Just got diabetes at 22, preparing to CTB
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6
Views
986
nessun_nome
N
S
Discussion Committing suicide without it looking like suicide
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35
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4K
I_want_to_sleep
I_want_to_sleep
generaltonight1709
Help Charcoal suicide
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9
Views
1K
generaltonight1709
generaltonight1709
serah
Venting just a vent
Replies
6
Views
621
whatevs
whatevs
BelaBartok
Venting Both parents caught the bus yesterday
Replies
19
Views
2K
ringo99
ringo99
ringo99
Homemade test for SN?
Replies
8
Views
746
ringo99
ringo99
CTB Dream
Venting Wish never see species
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3
Views
520
lucines
lucines
greyblue_bian
Possibly found SN. (UPDATE 3)
Replies
4
Views
880
Electronic Music
Electronic Music
Homulily
Venting I don't know how to function anymore.
Replies
14
Views
933
Homulily
Homulily
Candle in the wind
  • Question
Help Did alcohol help reduce your self-preservation instinct?
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3
Views
520
captive
C
genesisofpasaqalia
What keeps you from going through with it? (Aside from people)
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31
Views
1K
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
etherealgoddess
Discussion Scared to Kill Myself--What should I do? What is your experience of sodium nitrite?
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6
Views
921
ditsyking
ditsyking
I
laughing gas (n2o- nitrous oxide)
Replies
5
Views
766
ditsyking
ditsyking
DrinkyCrow
Venting I think i have neither the focus nor brain cells left to CTB or continue living.
Replies
7
Views
966
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Justnotme
Help Is there a doctor or a nurse, a medical brother on the forum? I want to ask a question about the veins on the hands and about the reaction of the vein
Replies
5
Views
963
Escapee
E
1
Why is this N2O method not more popular?
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3
Views
1K
ditsyking
ditsyking
Daxter_87
Forcing myself to do an activity
Replies
5
Views
782
Rational man
Rational man
Valentino
Venting I so badly want someone older in my life
Replies
7
Views
472
Valentino
Valentino
soysoysoy
Story Someone Going Around Reporting People
Replies
13
Views
1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Sadbrains
Venting Maybe I'm not trying hard enough
Replies
7
Views
1K
Sadbrains
Sadbrains
born_carbon25
Help Any site links selling +95% pure SN for the UK?
Replies
4
Views
471
I_want_to_sleep
I_want_to_sleep
ger3172
Venting wrote this on my notes app right now, thought id share
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4
Views
529
ger3172
ger3172
sigh333
Venting depressed n it's sunny. high rant
Replies
4
Views
618
Valky
Valky
skybluesuicide
Venting living off parents, no job prospects, no desirable qualities
Replies
3
Views
1K
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
snailboy
Venting living in a small town is hell
Replies
9
Views
945
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Nitrogen reason?
Replies
16
Views
2K
befree
befree
Dainhla
Help I can't seem to make decisions
Replies
1
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Venting Contradictions
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2
Views
342
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
The bad thoughts keep coming back
Replies
4
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
V
  • Question
Survival instincts getting in the way
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1
Views
546
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
20ClownRules
Discussion I kept failing (trying household items)
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1
Views
500
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Riu
Discussion Random Mood Swings?
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4
Views
1K
Riu
Riu
feder
How does death feel in your opinion?
Replies
9
Views
569
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HarmonicScreams
Venting Made my decision. Tonight is the night.
Replies
32
Views
2K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
looking_for_peace
I miss my ex
Replies
12
Views
595
meowmeowkitty
meowmeowkitty
LastOrder
Discussion What are your thoughts on making videos/photos while CTB
Replies
16
Views
2K
I_want_to_sleep
I_want_to_sleep
A
Venting Exploding with desparation - i cant do another day.
Replies
13
Views
858
tweaka2x
tweaka2x
feder
Venting The urge to stop talking to everyone
Replies
16
Views
812
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
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