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Suicide Discussion

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SplitInfrastructure
Venting relapsed after a few months of no sh
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3
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356
SplitInfrastructure
SplitInfrastructure
Darkover
universal bummer
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3
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Ambivalent1
Do you think there's a time where you have to really evaluate and say "I tried what I could and it wasn't enough. It's okay."?
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15
Views
552
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
How to feel excited about ctb?
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8
Views
955
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EndJstifiesTheMeans
Im a completely failure
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3
Views
677
Praestat_Mori
P
B
Help with Regulator & Flowmeter
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1
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323
bannedfromtv
bannedfromtv
E
New to the forum. Confused about abbreviations & forum slang & is there a search function?
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4
Views
836
bannedfromtv
bannedfromtv
azad
hurt adam's apple
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4
Views
935
azad
azad
dantexxnfrn
Venting i don't wanna live anymore.
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4
Views
648
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Funny story
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6
Views
429
brokeandbroken
B
N
Delayed messages
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0
Views
362
NoReasonToLive2023
N
MeltingBrain
  • Poll
Discussion Anybody feels they will bring shame to the family if they CTB ?
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33
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2K
josephk
J
sincerely dead
Hinted to my therapist that I want to CTB.
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6
Views
821
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Venting Fear of what happens after CTB
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5
Views
617
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Moving the date.
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4
Views
521
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dw33ter
Help Getting rid of my way out
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2
Views
351
Valky
Valky
G
OTC / Household products
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4
Views
480
Valky
Valky
neverwashere
karma is real, and karma is a btch
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2
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343
90starve
90starve
H
Method Best N2 sources in Europe?
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2
Views
511
ditsyking
ditsyking
FuneralCry
Venting I could never understand the view that suicide must be the “last resort”
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14
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1K
brokeandbroken
B
leeknowlover
Venting will be today
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11
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1K
90starve
90starve
S
Itopride
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0
Views
312
suicimar
S
D
Venting Stress of not having family or friends
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2
Views
442
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
ggetout33
I hate my brain
Replies
7
Views
590
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
sugarmagnolia
ever gotten to the point where youll do anything?
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14
Views
1K
Deathisbetter
D
S
How do you hide your plans from your friends, family, therapists
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11
Views
747
tarabole
T
oooobeeeeii
Venting So tired of mental health system
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2
Views
474
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
PinkyStat
Lost the opportunity
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2
Views
391
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
AllFoxedOut
Method Death by electrocution?
Replies
10
Views
2K
Praestat_Mori
P
MiseryWithoutCompany
Venting I can look at the mirror, but not when my friends can see me.
Replies
4
Views
563
Parasitic
Parasitic
H
Charcoal
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16
Views
973
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
tiredangelgirl
If money weren't an issue, would you even be on this site?
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72
Views
2K
alrondlondo
alrondlondo
F
  • Poll
Discussion Who in real life knows you want to CTB? Poll
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44
Views
2K
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
H
wanting to ctb while hugging my pets (hanging vs SN)
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9
Views
742
swanegg333
swanegg333
Beyond_Body
Medication that permanently removes all fear and destroys amygdala
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5
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1K
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
S
My sn protocol
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2
Views
1K
Snake9111
S
R
chris cornell.
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4
Views
704
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
sanction
(VIDEO) Pro-Lifers ruining people's CTB plans, then act like hero's and get all the praise
Replies
8
Views
913
sanction
sanction
J
Selenium
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2
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1K
jwordz
J
Knbmt
Story I was rich for a while
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3
Views
828
Knbmt
Knbmt
A
Maybe I Won’t Make It
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10
Views
951
alrondlondo
alrondlondo
M
Venting When did it all started for you?
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7
Views
834
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
R
once again confused about partial hanging.
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1
Views
585
delusionalgirl
delusionalgirl
Busridin'26
Venting Day to day is not getting better
Replies
6
Views
651
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
starrvingstar
Venting my head hurts.
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0
Views
371
starrvingstar
starrvingstar
W
Discussion If you had 24 hours to catch the bus, would you be ready?
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39
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1K
AresCohere
AresCohere
Busridin'26
Starting the planning/details.
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3
Views
494
just_so_done
J
theRetroHawk
The illusion of success and happiness
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7
Views
789
EternalShore
EternalShore
S
How long have you been thinking about the CTB?
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29
Views
1K
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
B
How would it feel to die on phenobarbital
Replies
12
Views
2K
John12
J
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