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Suicide Discussion

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bre_ad4leo
Method hey im back
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5
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981
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
CTB Dream
Venting Torture
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1
Views
340
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
Life is a biggest joke
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3
Views
526
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life's just a cruel torment
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1
Views
314
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
girlwithflaxenhair0
Venting How do you say goodbye?? + mostly a vent
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5
Views
552
girlwithflaxenhair0
girlwithflaxenhair0
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
SI threatening my plans
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5
Views
628
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
etrnllxid
Venting Sometimes other users reasoning puzzle me.
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16
Views
760
AllFoxedOut
AllFoxedOut
Letthisallbegone
Help The way out
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3
Views
437
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spooky0-0
Venting The reason I joined
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2
Views
401
PracheenKaal_00!
P
A
CTB in next 24 hrs
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11
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1K
avaruus
avaruus
huntergirl14
i want to jump
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1
Views
319
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
ayaneechan
Goodbythread
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13
Views
855
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
whisperjump
Venting my cat is missing. i dont know if i can do this anymore
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31
Views
2K
limerent
limerent
zieziewazie
Venting they can’t be surprised at this point
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0
Views
324
zieziewazie
zieziewazie
C
Good methods for CTB
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9
Views
4K
Leeroy14R
Leeroy14R
ayaneechan
Easu would he a safe place
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2
Views
415
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
ButterToast
Sudden wave of sadness in the middle of a good day
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3
Views
378
ButterToast
ButterToast
sad_dude
Venting i can't.
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1
Views
392
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
accepting.id
Discussion How did you pick a date to CTB
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35
Views
2K
k1w1
K
Darkover
how would you rate your overall quality of life
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39
Views
2K
BloodyNobody
BloodyNobody
X
Picking a tent for charcoal method
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7
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2K
MatthieuFrederickW
MatthieuFrederickW
Wyldfyre4948
Venting 3 months later
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7
Views
842
adrenalinejunkie
A
D
Sn success rate
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18
Views
848
Praestat_Mori
P
renrone
Venting feeling selfish and scared
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0
Views
315
renrone
renrone
fwompie
Moodswings, can't trust myself
Replies
1
Views
330
DragonWingsOnFire
DragonWingsOnFire
Daxter_87
Venting Too Many People, Too Noisy, Too Overwhelming
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4
Views
442
foreverfalling
foreverfalling
dialogos
Admins, Sasu TOR Site seems to be missing
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3
Views
563
Eudaimonic
Eudaimonic
DesperateOne
How do you find a place for hanging?
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7
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1K
ae300
A
alivefornow
Chest pain
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2
Views
392
Inthewind
Inthewind
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Driving exam on Wednesday
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1
Views
359
Inthewind
Inthewind
B
BPD and Polyamory have been far too much
Replies
1
Views
451
Inthewind
Inthewind
Sans
Hanging from a ceiling
Replies
11
Views
503
CH349
CH349
G
Venting ex
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16
Views
1K
Inthewind
Inthewind
F
Even though they are not real, I will miss my Pokemon when I CTB.
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0
Views
359
flakeyknight
F
N
SN order
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1
Views
561
iyusof
I
I
Venting I feel like I'm insane
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2
Views
548
chuerdhmproton
chuerdhmproton
U
Anyone just have the crazy urge to tell people about your ctb plans?
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35
Views
2K
chuerdhmproton
chuerdhmproton
catotoctb
Help Cut a nerve by self harming?
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10
Views
994
rosa.rosa
rosa.rosa
D
seroquel dosage for sn method?
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1
Views
412
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
D
How strict are gun purchase laws in US?
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13
Views
674
wontachievehappines
W
A
How can i fail my CTB?
Replies
8
Views
778
JordanF
JordanF
Willthishelp?
Bought a drager eebd but can’t exhale through valve..
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19
Views
1K
x0nSS
X
abcz
Does anyone want to die before they get older
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33
Views
1K
wanttodie
wanttodie
U
failed overdose
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0
Views
481
unoriginalnick
U
TDF
  • Poll
Discussion If your bad memories and associated feelings/regrets/repressed feelings can be magically erased, would you still want to ctb?
Replies
16
Views
651
catotoctb
catotoctb
D
Nothing to salvage
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3
Views
326
Sagew0789
Sagew0789
OurDyingSystem
3am vent
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8
Views
730
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
acerace
Music
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11
Views
1K
Bluebunnysky
B
howcanigo
how do you pick a day to kill yourself?
Replies
18
Views
1K
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
Darkover
life is a lottery
Replies
9
Views
738
Minsu
M
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