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Suicide Discussion

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Boudika
Venting I want to ctb because I'm ugly
Replies
14
Views
970
Hystearical
Hystearical
darkenmydoorstep
Weak-Ends
Replies
6
Views
578
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
Aim
Suicide with SN
Replies
1
Views
425
blackwidow
blackwidow
S
Help
Replies
7
Views
517
sarahkitty810
S
Suicidal Ideation
Discussion So what’s your story?
Replies
15
Views
553
Suicidal Ideation
Suicidal Ideation
sserafim
Life is honestly absurd
Replies
5
Views
660
Hotsackage
H
snowcloud9
Fuck I messed up and lost my source
Replies
3
Views
798
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
immrw
as soon as i decided to start my ctb plan again, the voice in my head got quiet
Replies
1
Views
422
SpiritualDeath
SpiritualDeath
dmdmdm
  • Poll
Are you going to leave a letter?
Replies
16
Views
767
lain_pilled
lain_pilled
A
Venting I just want to scream
Replies
7
Views
438
Aplev
A
purplerapture
I wish my attempt worked in December
Replies
2
Views
333
purplerapture
purplerapture
exsanguinated
Method 25g of NaCN
Replies
5
Views
1K
rameshkrishna1976
R
SuicideGrandEst
Everyone wants women. What about male connection and non-sexual intimacy?
Replies
34
Views
2K
R_N
R_N
SoSickAndTired
Discussion Exciting update on my "diet"!
Replies
2
Views
370
MiMif
MiMif
sserafim
I hate this planet
Replies
10
Views
897
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
burden
Venting Spiraling?
Replies
2
Views
626
burden
burden
SeonSeia
Venting Everything and nothing
Replies
0
Views
277
SeonSeia
SeonSeia
lain_pilled
Hi, I want to die by fire.
Replies
0
Views
272
lain_pilled
lain_pilled
S
Discussion Not even depressed but still think I need to go
Replies
3
Views
438
SpiritualDeath
SpiritualDeath
ConfusedHurting2632
Venting Literally no one else is like me...I feel like an alien on this planet...another reason to kill myself.
Replies
11
Views
688
sserafim
sserafim
BBY
Venting Ex-friend
Replies
1
Views
291
hmskms
hmskms
locked*n*loaded
Discussion What Words Best Describe You. Be Honest.
Replies
115
Views
5K
Pagliacci
P
666razorblade
CTB and make it look like an accident?
Replies
4
Views
859
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
nyapoka
Method Will this kill me? (makarov pistol)
Replies
6
Views
966
Foreverix
Foreverix
bpdbunnygirl
Method overdose on prescription medication
Replies
12
Views
1K
Praestat_Mori
P
lwlaiet8887
Attempting to CBT today
Replies
41
Views
3K
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
synthcadia
Venting just anxious. (again. i'm always anxious, yikes.)
Replies
0
Views
297
synthcadia
synthcadia
CrazyDiamond04
Venting It often just feels like a nightmare.
Replies
10
Views
637
Hevn
H
synthcadia
Venting i’m back, and it’s weird, and i’m kinda scared
Replies
2
Views
624
synthcadia
synthcadia
D
My l7fe ida nightmsre
Replies
0
Views
285
Dbd8djddi
D
VVVVVVV
Method SN Regimen Critique
Replies
30
Views
2K
Deleted member 65988
D
O
Correct procedure for using SCBA
Replies
0
Views
417
ordaysun
O
M
Anyone from east Asia here? (Kor, Jap)
Replies
21
Views
1K
LoiteringClouds
LoiteringClouds
L
Gas for Exit Bag in Germany
Replies
2
Views
503
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
searchingpeace
Discussion Easy Assisited CTB in Germany!? Question for German / European members
Replies
3
Views
679
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Namensjemand
To die or not to die
Replies
0
Views
279
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
shadow_moses
Everyone looks at me like I'm a monster
Replies
3
Views
346
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
i.was.lonely
Thoughts about those against this forum
Replies
15
Views
1K
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
angelana
how to make peace with everyone before cbt
Replies
1
Views
318
avaruus
avaruus
F
Venting My life is a dead end
Replies
3
Views
451
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
darknesscomesquick
Venting What a day. It sucks.
Replies
7
Views
488
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
U
Venting I don't even want to do any of this
Replies
3
Views
451
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HerLastWords
Being afraid of CTB is frustrating
Replies
2
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life a living misery in hell
Replies
9
Views
653
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
D
Are you afraid of death?
Replies
32
Views
1K
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
TRIXI3
  • Question
I feel that I’ve completed everything.
Replies
12
Views
619
CRT Seal TV
C
R
CTB on Sunday
Replies
2
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
DEATH IS FREEDOM
TWO CHOICES
Replies
3
Views
561
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
life is utter hell
Replies
2
Views
354
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Anonymoususer1234
Very tired.
Replies
4
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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