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Suicide Discussion

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avaruus
Venting I wish to be gone soon
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4
Views
591
Iamtired
Iamtired
N
Discussion Tantacrul
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0
Views
625
none_of_your_biz
N
Meditation guide
Venting Suicide is terrifying to think about doing.
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27
Views
1K
february in alaska
february in alaska
Boudika
Help How to overcome the SI when it comes to taking SN
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8
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1K
Gonnerr
G
S
I'm so stuck in this cycle
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1
Views
356
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
free.maia
Venting medication
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2
Views
392
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
RollingLights
Guess who fucking relapsed again today!!!!!
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4
Views
600
sad_dude
sad_dude
lili
How to cope with waiting
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13
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1K
sad_dude
sad_dude
MiMif
Discussion I dont feel anymore...
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2
Views
328
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
emptymiku
Venting i'm getting so fucking tired of this
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9
Views
572
Pluto
Pluto
gum
I wish i was loved
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8
Views
752
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
D
Anyone else just can’t do it?
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27
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1K
Yakamoz
Yakamoz
FuneralCry
Venting Only non-existence is desirable
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5
Views
757
DrearyAsh348
DrearyAsh348
Jamesun
I've been thinking a little
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3
Views
364
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
violetdevil
Venting It’s getting worse
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4
Views
383
violetdevil
violetdevil
ThisMortalCoil
I broke my ankle, can’t walk or drive, and am feeling hopeless
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5
Views
352
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
D
I'm so tired of existing
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2
Views
330
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
alivefornow
Discussion What if...
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13
Views
617
undecided
U
R
Venting I think the only way I could get help would be to attempt to CTB. But I don't want a failed attempt. When I do it I have to succeed.
Replies
4
Views
415
undecided
U
StalkedByDeath
Venting Divorce
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13
Views
659
doneforlife
D
D
Which benzo is best for sn?
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2
Views
699
DreamEnd
D
B
Method Will blood pressure pills do it? Would prefer fentanyl but don’t know how to get it.
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6
Views
782
bodhi2
B
jajajamielee
I have some chemicals... which one sounds best?
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3
Views
481
jajajamielee
jajajamielee
Lynx.
The burden of being alive
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6
Views
783
Lynx.
Lynx.
yaldabaoth
locations to ctb with firearm
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2
Views
561
yaldabaoth
yaldabaoth
MenschenmĂĽhle
Venting How much I hate everyone
Replies
2
Views
583
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Takamagahara
Help Watching my own funeral
Replies
10
Views
2K
SaltySuh
S
höstdepressioner
Venting my boyfriend told me he doesn't know if he can stop me ftom ctbing
Replies
11
Views
720
deathxo
deathxo
avaruus
Just finished writing my suicide note
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5
Views
622
avaruus
avaruus
T
Ambien (Zolpidem) OD or combination method?
Replies
4
Views
571
thislife77
T
kilowatt
Story Getting closer with each day
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1
Views
351
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
nembutal
ex has access to dark web, what should i ask for?
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12
Views
2K
seekingpeacefulend
S
minato
What does overdosing feel like?
Replies
23
Views
2K
NoEpoh27
NoEpoh27
Darkover
i don't know what has the right to bring you alive to live out your misery
Replies
4
Views
649
Arihman
Arihman
serah
Venting its all exhausting
Replies
0
Views
262
serah
serah
carac
  • Poll
Violent or peaceful ctb and antidepressants
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0
Views
307
carac
carac
W
Lifespan in 21st century
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6
Views
522
Secrets1
Secrets1
S
I told ones closest to me that I'm going to die by suicide
Replies
3
Views
423
Aim
Aim
hallowed_
Help Self induced vomit
Replies
1
Views
481
Dying Knight
Dying Knight
ddn.ctb
How close are you to CTB tonight?
Replies
15
Views
811
tiltherainstops
T
suchaprettygard3n
Venting does anyone else feel like even ctb is too much? effort?
Replies
33
Views
2K
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
Lost_my_soul
Venting Annoying
Replies
5
Views
463
ThisUnrest
T
PandaBe
Help How to deal with SI
Replies
1
Views
448
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Secrets1
Entanglements, entrepreneurship
Replies
3
Views
357
Darkover
Darkover
FuneralCry
Venting I hate it when people say disgusting things like “suicide is never the answer”
Replies
6
Views
684
Unknown21
Unknown21
H
Help Sn gram to teaspoon
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4
Views
469
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
K
doubting myself
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0
Views
287
k7654321
K
T
  • Question
Help How to properly cut people off?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
L
Despair and Loneliness
Replies
1
Views
364
nood11
N
FailureToAll
Venting Tired
Replies
3
Views
441
Amidaa
Amidaa
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