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Suicide Discussion

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CatLove56
Where does one buy sodium nitrite
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28
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11K
Ste
Ste
HopefulSleep
Discussion Can someone help me understand this feeling?
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10
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544
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
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Urge to SH is getting more intense.
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1
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300
cheese.out
cheese.out
cheese.out
Cant be sober anymore
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6
Views
729
cheese.out
cheese.out
phersper
How y’all would rate SN lethality (%) if Stan’s protocol is followed?
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2
Views
471
Forever Sleep
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blank_slab
Venting I just feel like a nuisance
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2
Views
340
blank_slab
blank_slab
P
Discussion Sleeping pills
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3
Views
480
Praestat_Mori
P
Toxinebulaic
Venting Toxinlog 4: Redundantly Selfish
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0
Views
294
Toxinebulaic
Toxinebulaic
Volatile
For those who have made serious attempts: what were your last thoughts like?
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36
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3K
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
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Another hanging method?
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1
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448
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
front of me
How to prepare myself psychologically and physically for death in the desert
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0
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264
front of me
front of me
obei
Discussion What do you think best method is and why?
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6
Views
890
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
Stoldy
Venting The thought of working...
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10
Views
979
tora
tora
front of me
Dying in the desert alone
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0
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272
front of me
front of me
𖣂𖣂𖣂.
  • Question
Advice?
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6
Views
391
Aisley
Aisley
U
Venting It was always going to be this way
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2
Views
359
Toxinebulaic
Toxinebulaic
Gloomislost
Story Close call !!
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2
Views
484
Gloomislost
Gloomislost
SolomonKado
Help The day after. U.S.
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22
Views
999
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
DarthVader1512
Just got out of the hospital
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7
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1K
Hollowman
H
Toxinebulaic
Venting Toxinlog 2: Chronic Existence
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4
Views
539
Toxinebulaic
Toxinebulaic
unrest
Discussion why do people have this narrative that suicide is selfish?
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18
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1K
Toxinebulaic
Toxinebulaic
HopefulSleep
Help Which excuse could I use when someone sees me going to the place I want to ctb?
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10
Views
502
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Wyldfyre4948
Story Opened up to a coworker
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2
Views
407
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
violetdevil
Taking n at night
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12
Views
877
SeenMoreThanEnough
S
love_peep
Discussion In general, this is my semi-farewell thread
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62
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3K
SVEN
SVEN
Arihman
Discussion A response to the "why don't you kill yourself" argument against antinatalism
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1
Views
366
grendel4578
grendel4578
Gaga786
Discussion Has the therapy techniques ever helped ?
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2
Views
368
Death is my goal
Death is my goal
Justnotme
Help Pills for seizures (SN)
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1
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374
DreamEnd
D
N
Immediately regretting the decision to commit suicide - what does this mean?
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7
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561
alonely
alonely
N
I don’t want another clinic stay, more medication or a new psychotherapy
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2
Views
327
HAKMKS
H
H
Ctb 2
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2
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329
HAKMKS
H
HopefulSleep
Help I am afraid that meassuring the sn and mixing it with the water bottles will expose it to air for too long and it will turn into Nitrate
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10
Views
533
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Help Can I hide sn in body pillow or is it too hot in there?
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6
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575
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
Wyldfyre4948
Buying my ticket in a week
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1
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321
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
19andOverdue
NSFW I Just backed out of the only drug that helps me and now I’m in crisis
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6
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1K
HAKMKS
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I
NSFW I know it's faaar from ideal but...? Please help with my set up and fear 🙏
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8
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1K
busybee
busybee
Wyldfyre4948
Discussion Are nights bad all around?
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15
Views
509
day
day
S
SN plan
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3
Views
424
day
day
purplerapture
Water intoxication by drinking pepsi. Is it possible?
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31
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2K
CW36
CW36
obei
Method Should I let my ed kill me?
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4
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1K
obei
obei
SadPingu
Do people call you selfish?
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3
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545
day
day
Ambivalent1
Why do the normals who know people like us seem so shocked and in disbelief when we ctb?
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10
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836
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
H
Bad Luck
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10
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434
semolinapoo24
S
Life interrupted
CO poisoning
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10
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1K
befree
befree
Darkover
Life is Death’s prisoner.
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2
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319
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
CTB
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1
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373
SolomonKado
SolomonKado
M
Experiencing death through an ego death without leaving this world physically.
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1
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390
martinso67
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Kera
Method PPH vs propranolol? Suicide doctor for propranolol?
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12
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1K
Deleted member 65988
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lainpilled
Method CTB via prozac?
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6
Views
769
befree
befree
N
Method Heatstroke?
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6
Views
733
busybee
busybee
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