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Suicide Discussion

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Venting I'm supposed to be suicidal
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4
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401
DeathSleep
DeathSleep
jussrav
No peace
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0
Views
253
jussrav
jussrav
Exact Change
Is addiction driving your CTB thoughts?
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2
Views
443
Moxim
Moxim
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  • Question
What do you think happens after you ctb?
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78
Views
3K
fishygirl
fishygirl
S
Method Quetiapine + drowning
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0
Views
431
spierdalaczka
S
Pidgeons_Sparrows
cant stop fantasizing about full suspension or drinking SN
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5
Views
456
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
she
Discussion Pertaining to a Suicide Note
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6
Views
784
Freyja13
Freyja13
milkinsideabag
Help crushing up wellbutrin and snorting it to ctb
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2
Views
451
Praestat_Mori
P
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Seeking harm reduction advice in case of failed H overdose
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2
Views
341
iyusof
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nicotine_goblin
Question for those with bipolar
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12
Views
794
ElectroshockBlues
ElectroshockBlues
snowlance
Discussion Did anyone else want to ctb before 18 to keep the good memories?
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14
Views
744
Worndown
Worndown
M
Venting I don't think it'll get better
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1
Views
308
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
M
spiritual lessons aboutself
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2
Views
306
SVEN
SVEN
borderline-feline
Emptiness
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27
Views
978
Andro_USYD
Andro_USYD
FailureToAll
Fear of hurting the people i leave behind
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10
Views
984
iyusof
I
corpsenotfound
Venting heartbreak, loneliness & no friends..
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5
Views
758
corpsenotfound
corpsenotfound
bumbalumba200
chair concept method
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2
Views
691
bumbalumba200
bumbalumba200
L
Anyone know what happened to gas monkey?
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7
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1K
outlook56
outlook56
antilife
Discussion Blank mind
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14
Views
946
drennedrat
drennedrat
O
I hate being clingy
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75
Views
3K
Serial Experi Pain
Serial Experi Pain
BlazingBob
Homelessness, chronic torturous illness, alone, no family, poverty or ctb?
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17
Views
1K
MeltingBrain
MeltingBrain
MushroomTaffy
Venting I've tried.
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13
Views
691
MushroomTaffy
MushroomTaffy
Sunoo
ctb with insulin???
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5
Views
580
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
I
Help Zip lining
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7
Views
686
CantTurnBack
CantTurnBack
666thereaperofsoulz
Is it possible to ctb on 100% pure heroin (i got it tested)
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4
Views
896
bluebus
B
azumangadaioh
12000mg acetaminophen + 360mg pyrilamine maleate enough to CTB?/any OTC medications that could make CTB quick?
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5
Views
315
azumangadaioh
azumangadaioh
cyanlove
Method Poppers and Cialis?
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2
Views
646
SaltySuh
S
DepressedEgg
Venting I think I've found a method, if I can ever make myself go through with it.
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7
Views
974
hermestrimegistus
hermestrimegistus
Busridin'26
Venting The point or pupose in living.
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10
Views
502
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
immrw
the urges are getting serious again
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1
Views
310
roxx
roxx
wqrm
Help I need to ctb as soon as possible, and need a method
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10
Views
1K
antilife
antilife
J
Method Get drunk and just eat SN.
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0
Views
585
jonward55
J
azumangadaioh
my ctb plan (thoughts? any methods to try out)
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14
Views
467
DeadlineDialer
DeadlineDialer
W
Documented charcoal method success?
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7
Views
2K
cookies
C
Pidgeons_Sparrows
starting to regret not having hanged myself on monday
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9
Views
847
Leopard2023
L
F
What to say during a welfare check?
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4
Views
617
Tesha
Tesha
A
Venting Family is turning on me and i don't know why
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0
Views
272
aboy1995
A
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What plausible reason can I give for buying NaNO2 from business?
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2
Views
497
Praestat_Mori
P
suicidepanda
Help Over-obsessive romantic thoughts leading to my ctb?
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2
Views
369
Rational man
Rational man
アホペンギン
  • Locked
  • Poll
Help what should i do
Replies
51
Views
2K
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
Dr. Henjin
Ex Gf is pressuring me to stay and I'm not sure how to feel about it
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8
Views
593
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
jussrav
Yes i can go
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7
Views
808
jussrav
jussrav
アホペンギン
Venting I had a talk with my father today, I’m very angry now
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11
Views
798
Lost_my_soul
Lost_my_soul
StellaSomnus
Discussion Making it painles for my loved ones to accept
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8
Views
470
Lost_my_soul
Lost_my_soul
L
Overdose Query (Pls be kind)
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4
Views
779
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
B
I know via Exit International that they showed a device someone created for Cartoid Compression
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2
Views
382
Bacon and Baseball
B
P
Venting I hate my mind, I f**ng hate the damn voices
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3
Views
415
painpaingoaway
P
Misfortunete
Venting Note to myself
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1
Views
356
konstantine_217
konstantine_217
I_want_to_sleep
UK welfare check for SN
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19
Views
2K
lita-lassi
lita-lassi
Lycoreco
Venting Tired of being alone.
Replies
9
Views
408
Retroguy
R
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