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Suicide Discussion

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cyrokiller
Venting I cant do this anymore
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3
Views
296
Dayrain
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Iamtired
Venting Insufferable pain
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3
Views
338
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
The hour is approaching, Goodbye
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8
Views
711
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
How to stop fearing death?
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9
Views
564
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Fear of uncertainty
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2
Views
535
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
L
Method Anti-emetic + Chloroquine + Eszopiclone
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0
Views
398
ljknljnlkjn
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platypusfan
Out of these not so good methods which would you choose?
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7
Views
782
Praestat_Mori
P
jussrav
Sorry
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4
Views
549
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
it's better to never exist
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7
Views
361
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
depressomartin.iis
Help Getting hold of pure SN in UK
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2
Views
500
depressomartin.iis
depressomartin.iis
M
Gas option in UK
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3
Views
289
Murt
M
B
Method Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) overdose as a way to CTB
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1
Views
674
Praestat_Mori
P
SmollMushroom
Venting Seems like my family is just waiting for me to ctb
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4
Views
566
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Remanant
Help Does anyone know how to make cyanide from apple seeds?
Replies
1
Views
472
Suicidebydeath
Suicidebydeath
Sunoo
Can bulimia lead to an early grave?
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6
Views
438
fwompie
fwompie
born2win
What does SN (tech grade) means? I bought this online it says 99.9% purity.
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20
Views
2K
riellending
riellending
mind_split
Discussion …I cant..
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4
Views
407
mind_split
mind_split
12_Years_Late
Update: My attempted trip to find N (UNSUCCESSFUL)
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6
Views
1K
Sid19
S
killme78
Venting cant ctb due to feeling stuck
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6
Views
829
Bruce
Bruce
T
When did you know?
Replies
10
Views
638
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
D
  • Question
Help CTB with amitriptyline?
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5
Views
427
ae300
A
phoebonebe
CTB by antifreeze?
Replies
9
Views
851
kjfables
kjfables
NotToBe
Method Ordering cylinders and having them shipped from online?
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3
Views
428
outrider567
O
S
Is it better to die from co2, or co (from a car?) Which is least painful? PLEASE HELP!
Replies
7
Views
487
SadShroomie
S
offtoseethewizard
SN alternatives?
Replies
1
Views
412
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
minoumyheart
Help overdose on many heart medications possible?
Replies
9
Views
496
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
evachka
Help CO in a tent
Replies
14
Views
1K
evachka
evachka
Misfortunete
Venting I don't want to be here
Replies
1
Views
335
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
T
Discussion fictional character and suicide
Replies
8
Views
733
AshClouds
AshClouds
S
I wasted years on an idealistic idea, my only regret is not committing CTB sooner.
Replies
1
Views
279
Namensjemand
Namensjemand
A
Help Partial hanging.
Replies
6
Views
661
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
S
need advice on my method
Replies
6
Views
600
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
C
No country has N?
Replies
12
Views
1K
12_Years_Late
12_Years_Late
ringo99
Venting Finally had it out with my worthless pos father (it felt GOOD)
Replies
0
Views
265
ringo99
ringo99
demitriusmigsysvotf
Discussion How to write a "final" note?
Replies
10
Views
759
Despondent_Fondant
Despondent_Fondant
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
Replies
5
Views
408
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
colorlesshue
Venting venting
Replies
0
Views
237
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
snowcloud9
Methyl Nitrite?
Replies
3
Views
350
snowcloud9
snowcloud9
sulk
  • Question
ctb with 50 apple seeds
Replies
18
Views
1K
dumbgirlonline
dumbgirlonline
serah
Help razor blades
Replies
2
Views
459
SadShroomie
S
C
Venting What if it always was my fault?
Replies
2
Views
298
Baron
Baron
lament.
Help Information or Experience about Shallow Water method?
Replies
3
Views
432
ifeelsobad
I
static
looking for a game or a way i can practice ctb
Replies
2
Views
354
nucleosidal
N
nightlygem
What gun is this?
Replies
16
Views
606
MyChoiceAlone
MyChoiceAlone
Busridin'26
Venting Another pain filled sleepless night.
Replies
0
Views
284
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
glitterypearls
this is the worst thing of being suicidal..
Replies
10
Views
688
Wyldfyre4948
Wyldfyre4948
colorlesshue
Venting hurt you again (venting)
Replies
1
Views
305
TheRottingContinues
TheRottingContinues
mittymittens
Help Do I Have the right to feel upset at my ex best friend?
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1
Views
274
colorlesshue
colorlesshue
AllThePsychMeds
Venting Asking for help was the worst decision of my life
Replies
26
Views
2K
jussrav
jussrav
sserafim
Do you think that your suicide would be tragic?
Replies
76
Views
2K
neverwashere
neverwashere
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