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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
weonaestupida
what is worse? living in pain but with false hope or living in pain because you already know that nothing its going to change?
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16
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1K
bigfishlittlefish
B
darkenmydoorstep
Venting again
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0
Views
207
darkenmydoorstep
darkenmydoorstep
U
Story I guess this is my last post here (Goodbye I guess? But maybe not in the way you think)
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11
Views
1K
Life Is My Coffin
Life Is My Coffin
jeand4rc
Venting losing a companion, alone in the emptiness.
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8
Views
436
anxious_depressive
A
Headspace Dweller
Goodbye, everyone
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21
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1K
SVEN
SVEN
DT2007
Nice to find out
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2
Views
313
DT2007
DT2007
Water-Lily
I feel bad for the choices I've made. Me getting my Masters Degree isn't enough
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0
Views
278
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
J
Did Anyone else not set long term goals because they didn’t want to live this long?
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37
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1K
LonelyKitten
LonelyKitten
hi-okbye
drugs + something else
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0
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278
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
P
Method CTB with OD?
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0
Views
703
PinkOxy
P
tinyghost
ggb jump might be possible
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3
Views
367
tinyghost
tinyghost
Neogoloid
Venting Just getting really frustrated, think I might just man up and take a risk soon
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3
Views
337
Weltall
Weltall
Headspace Dweller
Venting Lost my last IRL local friends. Wonderful.
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5
Views
682
quietwater
quietwater
inviável
Another suicide in my neighborhood
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6
Views
949
inviável
inviável
sserafim
The thought of non-existence comforts me
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12
Views
449
username8888
U
Vesiira
3:55am
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6
Views
468
sserafim
sserafim
venin.n
When do you feel the most depressed? Morning, evening, midday? All day? 🌑
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37
Views
1K
greebo6
G
j3n4829
i hate not knowing who i am
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8
Views
427
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
R
Hearing about CTB when you were a child and being confused about it
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20
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1K
fishygirl
fishygirl
ivllis
Venting CSA vent - I hate my body
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5
Views
343
Neogoloid
Neogoloid
Darkover
the evil live
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11
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
imonadeadline
Story My deadline is ending sooner than I think.
Replies
2
Views
387
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
wristcutangel
Venting i hate this world.
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5
Views
522
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
tiredcat
feeling xtra suicidal
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1
Views
303
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spooky0-0
Venting I think I've figured it out
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1
Views
340
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
I feel because of the futility of existence, life is not worth living
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1
Views
249
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
starryhrtz
Help idk why im suicidal and i need to think of a reason
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6
Views
454
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Question about SN method
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6
Views
640
Anoniempje
A
Neogoloid
How come most people don’t seem to respond to ctb help threads?
Replies
8
Views
467
Hevn
H
Versailles
Venting 8th November... I hate this day
Replies
2
Views
351
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
X
Venting Today was f#cking terrible
Replies
3
Views
295
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Druggy423
I cant
Replies
3
Views
434
Vesiira
Vesiira
PaxAmerica
Offered painless way to die would you do it right now?
Replies
71
Views
3K
NoHorizon
N
N
Will I puke after taking fentanyl pills to try and CTB?
Replies
5
Views
551
feannagan
feannagan
joolfive
can someone say something nice
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15
Views
506
Weltall
Weltall
venting247
Does anyone else have DID
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5
Views
431
tiger b
tiger b
thewalkingdread
Venting It just won't stop...
Replies
3
Views
490
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
dearname
Fentanyl IV
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0
Views
390
dearname
dearname
E
Thiopental IV
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0
Views
246
eashanm
E
M
Venting manipulative, fake, nothing
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0
Views
298
MATZsemantics
M
LikeAPendulum
Help How to handle online accounts before CTB?
Replies
3
Views
469
ABSOLUTION
ABSOLUTION
asian.neet
FUCK THE UK AND OFCOM
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3
Views
522
madge1
madge1
udusa
Everything ready.
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13
Views
1K
bridgeluvr626
bridgeluvr626
DearAgony
Goodbye
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49
Views
3K
Vesiira
Vesiira
DyingToDie123
Method anyone tried and failed exit bag?
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14
Views
2K
thewalkingdread
thewalkingdread
W
Anyone else's parents put them under constant surveillance during childhood?
Replies
9
Views
349
whateverr
W
Fimbulvetr
Help Wrt CTB and meds
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3
Views
538
Praestat_Mori
P
EmpressDean
Discussion I’m not afraid
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3
Views
389
Vesiira
Vesiira
R
why ctb? Did you really try get help? ctb only thing left now? What is the main reason and not because I hate myself. What happened changed?
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28
Views
2K
Fimbulvetr
Fimbulvetr
B
Venting Why do I care so much
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0
Views
261
Bunny Beanie
B
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