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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
Orbitc
  • Question
Pain
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3
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367
Orbitc
Orbitc
dragontale14
If people knew how HARD it was to actually commit suicide, I don't think they'd call us selfish
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4
Views
893
dragontale14
dragontale14
C
Suicidal Ideation
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3
Views
344
CTBHouston
C
M
Can you ctb with rodenticide
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1
Views
301
Yaffle
Y
E
Venting i gave up on a method. running away
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0
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328
e4shin
E
ddn.ctb
1-10 will you CTB someday
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26
Views
649
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
SoulofSteel
Venting Feeling suicidal ever since my girlfriend left me
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11
Views
568
SoulofSteel
SoulofSteel
L
Discussion Are we weak for wanting to ctb?
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27
Views
990
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
FuneralCry
Venting I cannot stand people who try to prevent suicide rather than respect the decision to die
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0
Views
308
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
V
Where can i find sodium nitrate in Brazil?
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13
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1K
figurehead
figurehead
kilowatt
Venting No one really cares
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0
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253
kilowatt
kilowatt
WAITING TO DIE
If only they knew.
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10
Views
731
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
B
Any good suggestions to ctb that is successful?
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5
Views
659
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
f1berz
Venting People who think their "helping," are NEVER actually helping.
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3
Views
321
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
fortaptimørket
Planning to ctb abroad
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3
Views
454
novi.jpg
novi.jpg
M
I don't know if I'm a good fit to post here, am I too privileged to take up space on this forum?
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15
Views
599
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
dejadoom
feel like i’m nearing the end
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1
Views
324
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Discussion Overcoming SI with N.
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2
Views
371
randal_bond
R
obey_xi
feeling numb for 10 years.
Replies
8
Views
533
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
CTB Dream
Venting Not want this life
Replies
2
Views
392
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Kompass
Tilidin + Benzos?
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5
Views
575
Praestat_Mori
P
Hades_de
tomorrow is my last day
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8
Views
531
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
B
Method Is there another way to, get the courage to ctb
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1
Views
477
Lookoutbelow
Lookoutbelow
Ravel
So much pain. Earth is hell
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3
Views
539
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
february in alaska
I wish someone could be there to hold my hand at the end of this
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12
Views
759
february in alaska
february in alaska
Treku
Is this funny or am I satanic
Replies
10
Views
645
katattack
K
cats333
Venting i want to be remembered for my death
Replies
3
Views
376
Kore
Kore
trek_tattoo_1988
  • Locked
Holy Sh1t I've done it! SN to UK!
Replies
59
Views
5K
Dot
Dot
S
Pain
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2
Views
292
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
Venting I feel like an idiot for not ordering N
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3
Views
469
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
neverwashere
Discussion Making it fun for myself
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3
Views
345
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M
SN links
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12
Views
821
motherland
motherland
FieCher
Story Longing for that peace..
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1
Views
347
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
blehh1923
tried to do carbon monoxide poisoning. didnt work
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10
Views
2K
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
mittymittens
need tips and advice to get closer possibly to rekindled friendship
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4
Views
346
tiger b
tiger b
plan c
My world is crumbling in front of my eyes.
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2
Views
341
plan c
plan c
JustABug
Confessing I’m suicidal.
Replies
17
Views
525
Kore
Kore
B
How to destroy your mental health
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5
Views
424
NoHorizon
N
notevenhere
Help Hypothetically, since I am Not a Doctor: How many bottles of alcohol in an empty stomach and Rivotril do I need to take to make it Lethal? I'm 38kg.
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2
Views
382
LeperGnome
LeperGnome
B
Method What is the most cheapest, and sturdiest rope for hanging, (preferably a rope that can be concealed easily)??
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4
Views
598
Photographer Fizzle
P
Tionally
i feel like I'm close to my breaking point
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4
Views
405
Tionally
Tionally
L
Method How do I ctb without it looking like it?
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2
Views
516
livinginhellnation
L
FloraKilter
My biggest scar is now 20 years old
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1
Views
285
todeswunsch
todeswunsch
wildflowers1996
Worried about police
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14
Views
1K
motherland
motherland
FuneralCry
Venting There is no “recovery” from the fact that existence is the true problem
Replies
5
Views
708
Cloud Busting
Cloud Busting
S
Story Vicious spiral - pointless life
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7
Views
686
Soylent
S
R
Help How much clonazpam to take with sn?
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4
Views
513
Aburach
A
LucifersIntrovert
Discussion Thoughts on teachers talking about suicide to students?
Replies
17
Views
690
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
FuneralCry
Venting It disgusts me when pro-life people say “get help”
Replies
25
Views
1K
suicidal flapper
S
Kadaver
I don't know if my life is worth living anymore
Replies
6
Views
392
Jolene79
J
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