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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
TheSource
  • Poll
Discussion Do you have a CTB playlist?
Replies
6
Views
922
outrider567
O
U
Venting Always wanted to leave this earth, but never thought it would be like this.
Replies
14
Views
1K
catperson
catperson
tomsguam
Venting The main reason I want to CTB
Replies
2
Views
490
Shiva_Story
Shiva_Story
S
Has anyone else felt like they were not meant to be living?
Replies
22
Views
690
iiiksranziphsotsss
I
N
Making it through each day.
Replies
2
Views
291
nood11
N
sadclown666
Method is there any medications that you can ctb with?
Replies
4
Views
650
imsocold
imsocold
dazed_dreamer
Might CTB this Week
Replies
10
Views
636
HowLongLeft?
HowLongLeft?
BodyOfDaffodil
Venting Tempered Glass
Replies
0
Views
286
BodyOfDaffodil
BodyOfDaffodil
TheSource
Resource Informational resources for opioids, benzos, and alcohol
Replies
12
Views
2K
TheSource
TheSource
TAW122
Venting Unsolicited (Unwanted) Paternalism in conversations on RTD
Replies
4
Views
358
ClownWorld2023
C
mirlnder
Help how to prepare my bf? should i leave a note for him?
Replies
10
Views
818
iamsofkntired
iamsofkntired
K
feel like such a failure
Replies
2
Views
282
k7654321
K
Boudika
Venting Do you also sometimes feel like you want to ctb to hurt your loved ones?
Replies
6
Views
350
IBM0000
I
G
Help Do anybody know how long it takes to die from bitter almonds overdose?
Replies
3
Views
622
chuerdhmproton
chuerdhmproton
wasteandvoid
Venting God is telling me its time to leave, but I have to be the one to kill myeslf to take me out of this experience
Replies
6
Views
598
EternalShore
EternalShore
pictures
Goodbye
Replies
13
Views
736
ItsMeUnique
I
kkkctb
  • Poll
Help Ctb using drug overdose
Replies
4
Views
383
kkkctb
kkkctb
Houkki6404
Story Too tired of this crap
Replies
2
Views
304
Houkki6404
Houkki6404
Mx_Pathetic
Venting Soon?..
Replies
3
Views
501
Mx_Pathetic
Mx_Pathetic
Sadness20
I'm so tired
Replies
2
Views
246
Worndown
Worndown
M
In need of desperate help
Replies
3
Views
317
Worndown
Worndown
wasteandvoid
Help What do they do to you at the hospital how do you prepare
Replies
6
Views
934
wasteandvoid
wasteandvoid
antilife
  • Poll
Who else is only alive bc of SI?
Replies
11
Views
641
borderlinee
borderlinee
H
Help Sodium nitrine
Replies
0
Views
316
hama.kili.hama
H
T
Help Will a pregabalin overdose kill me?
Replies
3
Views
546
TheSuicidalLlama
T
dmdmdm
Discussion Do you ever feel like you're too deep into it to stop?
Replies
33
Views
2K
dwtsleepy123
D
C
HELIUM
Replies
0
Views
444
Catlady2018
C
Waiting for death
My request of help was denied!
Replies
3
Views
373
tiredone
T
TAW122
[Article] Counterargument to “CTB doesn’t solve the problem (at hand)”
Replies
2
Views
507
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Rational man
Kamikaze war in the middle east is proof that life is not sanctimonious.
Replies
4
Views
341
R_N
R_N
F
Help Huffing
Replies
3
Views
390
Morgengrauen
Morgengrauen
Meditation guide
Woman attempts suicide by cops - video
Replies
3
Views
442
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
UtopianSoliloquies
Venting Past, present, and future—I hate them all.
Replies
2
Views
382
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lwlaiet8887
Discussion Mental anguish is killing me everyday whilst i wait to CBT again
Replies
0
Views
247
lwlaiet8887
lwlaiet8887
N
Venting wanna die , cant lol
Replies
3
Views
385
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
violetdevil
I think my only goal in life is to be dead
Replies
8
Views
675
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
moggedtodeath
Tonight Might Be The Night
Replies
4
Views
452
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Venting I'm a horrible person because I wish I was sicker
Replies
6
Views
428
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
puella
Help How should I prevent my roommate from being the one to find my body?
Replies
2
Views
538
Xaeniak
Xaeniak
Y
Venting I want methods, I hate myself.
Replies
0
Views
312
Yuri_gami
Y
Lookoutbelow
What I Know.
Replies
2
Views
299
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
earth is a kind of hell
Replies
4
Views
562
Darkover
Darkover
Busridin'26
Venting It's been hard to do the basic living things.
Replies
9
Views
828
Bruce
Bruce
cats333
Discussion being rude to family members
Replies
10
Views
412
cats333
cats333
Busridin'26
Venting I am not ok.
Replies
5
Views
542
Busridin'26
Busridin'26
deadtrace
Venting Job interviews
Replies
6
Views
550
deadtrace
deadtrace
höstdepressioner
Venting Thinking about past ctb attempts
Replies
4
Views
916
puella
puella
TheDog_
I can’t bear it anymore
Replies
3
Views
503
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
DeadSoul98
People from Germany?
Replies
51
Views
4K
Epikur
Epikur
soontobedone
Wow
Replies
2
Views
341
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
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