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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I chickened out of buying F
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362
donsie
donsie
sserafim
Is it justified to ctb because of neurodivergence?
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27
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1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
K
Would You Accept Any Alternative to CTB?
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52
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2K
RobertGomes
RobertGomes
donsie
Discussion Good bye
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14
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918
donsie
donsie
jenny6391bubbles
Venting i feel like i’m not making progress with anything
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6
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817
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
eternalmelancholy
Did you ever imagine you would die by suicide?
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78
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3K
BlockHammer
BlockHammer
flightless bird
Do you realize..?
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1
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303
casual_existence
casual_existence
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People with chronic illness/disabilities
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52
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3K
ilaya
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thetruetato
Venting My emotions are gone and I don’t really feel anything anymore
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2
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384
WiltedGirl
WiltedGirl
OcularFear
Method I'm going to drink 750 ML of alcohol and cut open an artery as my method of CTB. Any criticisms?
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4
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801
Thanksforeverything
Thanksforeverything
FireFox
One valentines day I am going to kill myself
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3
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519
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
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Toronto star article on sasu
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4
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1K
wljourney
wljourney
SaveOurLastGoodbye
Chose a date to CTB
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7
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567
SaveOurLastGoodbye
SaveOurLastGoodbye
butterfly000
Do you care about how you'll leave this world behind?
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13
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733
qifreys
qifreys
annointed_towers
Actor ctb by gunshot to chest
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4
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665
qifreys
qifreys
Catching_the_bus
Well… here I am again
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0
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282
Catching_the_bus
Catching_the_bus
Lost Magic
There is something inside me that wants me dead
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9
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570
F@#$
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Wake
Venting Why am I like this
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2
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348
Wake
Wake
KAZ-2Y5
Help Manila rope for full/partial hanging
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0
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425
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
farine_de_ble
Venting Doctor sending me to the ER
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2
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472
farine_de_ble
farine_de_ble
Chocomel
Venting Away from the house is the best feeling for me
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2
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299
Chocomel
Chocomel
kyuuketsuki
Story overheard my family talking about me
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7
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1K
Some place nice
Some place nice
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Trying to find a way
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0
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342
sewycidial
S
DEATH IS FREEDOM
THE HUMAN LIFE CYCLE
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19
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1K
DEATH IS FREEDOM
DEATH IS FREEDOM
callMeNico
I can’t fall in love anymore
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3
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351
ManByTheRiver
ManByTheRiver
DesperateOne
I need something quick and fast
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1
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397
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
IHurtTheOneILove
Charcoal vs sleeping pills + drowning, which should i use?
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3
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571
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
loslassen
alone again, is it petty to attempt?
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3
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460
quietwater
quietwater
Varenkyo
Help Would I be able to wake up from an alarm if I fail partial hanging?
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1
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467
UKscotty
U
A
Help NEED to CTB this month (via alcohol & drowning). Pls help with advice for the following:
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4
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589
trying to ctb
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hikikomorizombie
Discussion Shinjū/Suicide Pacts
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6
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748
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
FuneralCry
Venting I see so much beauty in ceasing to exist
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1
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332
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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Any mention this SN attempt here ? He attempted on Jan 4
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2
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474
stuckinthemud
S
B
Source for SN
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1
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414
sewycidial
S
Z
Will partial hanging work
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1
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366
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
PoisonTeaTime
Venting I am so fucking tired of doctors.
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3
Views
615
Aim
Aim
neutralmilk
My office job makes me want to ctb
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7
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432
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
JustABug
Venting My suicide note for when It’s time
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4
Views
852
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
drownll
Partial hanging with a cable?
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0
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395
drownll
drownll
imdepressed999
Its a fucking holiday SMH
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6
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412
sewycidial
S
S
Venting I am the stupidest smart person in the world!
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15
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1K
ScubaCTB
S
NPCaesar
I feel guilty about feeling suicidal
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8
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473
NPCaesar
NPCaesar
SnakesButNoLadder
Venting UK Education System is a Joke.
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5
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757
Eternal Eyes
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allKae
anxious
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4
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307
allKae
allKae
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Nice day
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0
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246
cherry7
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notindanger
Can SN expire or something like that?
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6
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616
DepressedChemMajor
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SeraphsWeeping
Story stuck in a manipulative house running away need a quick ctb method
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0
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330
SeraphsWeeping
SeraphsWeeping
numbspirit
Venting Why am I here
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8
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631
Hollowman
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A
how do i kill myself without feeling any pain
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5
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655
f1berz
f1berz
StarFaded
I'm here to revisit my situation again, and closer to CTB each time I'm back
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4
Views
366
wljourney
wljourney
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