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Suicide Discussion

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Spades
Story My first experiences with psych wards and how it made me want to die more than I already did
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8
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1K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
daydreams
Share your ctb song
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38
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2K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
asian.neet
If i can get a fake id im killing myself first day of school
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3
Views
437
silence ends
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Sleeper System
Story Crazy! I just made a controversial post about this...
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0
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351
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
i can't wait to die
Venting Can't end myself bc im a coward
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5
Views
613
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
Tutti
Method Pharmacists in here? Anyone, what would you make out of it?
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6
Views
2K
Tutti
Tutti
FuneralCry
Venting I hate how we exist in such a life worshipping society
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1
Views
382
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
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Venting Im from USA but anyone else bitter they kind of gave up?
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2
Views
346
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
NoOneLovesMiMi
Kerrie Wooltorton/Beata Kowalski/Unknown
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13
Views
977
NoOneLovesMiMi
NoOneLovesMiMi
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If anything this forum made me less suicidal
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1
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331
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Abyssal
Help Preparing for the night-night method
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3
Views
916
Deleted member 65988
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dinosavr
Venting should i care about them blaming me for ctb
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0
Views
268
dinosavr
dinosavr
MiMif
Method Death by fentanyl
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10
Views
2K
spliffli420
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A
Discussion Why do you want to ctb?
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13
Views
491
baabbaabbaab
B
wistfulness
My CTB Plan (Repost)
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2
Views
667
wistfulness
wistfulness
A
What’s the point?
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0
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328
arod
A
IHurtTheOneILove
Discussion Loose plans
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0
Views
291
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
IHurtTheOneILove
Method CTB kit in my car
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1
Views
562
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting Death will erase all we knew eventually anyway
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5
Views
570
Deleted member 65988
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H
Failed attempt with codeine+zopiclone, SN next
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4
Views
584
baabbaabbaab
B
TheLastGreySky
Is there anything someone can do to hurt you that you feel makes it where killing themselves is deserved?
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13
Views
642
TheLastGreySky
TheLastGreySky
B
Venting I don’t want to get better
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6
Views
521
Kit1
K
U
Venting ITS LUCKY AND FRESH
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0
Views
320
USER80709
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WordV0mit
Venting Why is it so hard to die
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16
Views
730
breezeboy
breezeboy
smeltingtheiron
Help How to CTB with SN if you can't CTB with SN at home and you're car-less?
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9
Views
623
Lost cherry
Lost cherry
M
Help Location for CO suicide?
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4
Views
482
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
filthystray
What am I doing wrong?
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6
Views
451
Hotsackage
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B
Is that rope good for full susp ?
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2
Views
365
Mare Imbrium
Mare Imbrium
immrw
just realized a few more covid reinfections will kill me anyway
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5
Views
529
Jolene79
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apgpfk
Venting it's so scary to take the next step to ctb.
Replies
8
Views
695
Jolene79
J
D
  • Question
How to buy SN online in France?
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2
Views
637
LunarLynx
LunarLynx
H
Venting Hoping
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0
Views
243
hopeless08
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H
Venting Help
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3
Views
318
hopeless08
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enslavedinbody
guaranteed success for CBT
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4
Views
851
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
O
Government action against suicide
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5
Views
493
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Feeling really helpless and down - I don’t know what to do
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3
Views
535
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
subhuman metalhead
Venting Life was good recently, until it wasn’t
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0
Views
269
subhuman metalhead
subhuman metalhead
sincerely dead
Holiday "Cheer" & Getting Thru
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9
Views
396
Kit1
K
huphup
Method Nitrogen vs Carbon Monoxide ( via GULPS generator)
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4
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
stealthystealth
  • Question
Propranolol Method
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5
Views
1K
Deleted member 65988
D
K
Discussion What have you done to accept death?
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21
Views
1K
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Euthanasia
Method I live in Korea and I'm curious to know if there is a machine that can determine the name and purity of medicines.
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1
Views
369
UKscotty
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S
How to make partial hanging less uncomfortable?
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2
Views
474
sad4dayz
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R
Talking thru my plan a bit..
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3
Views
401
realname
R
E
Thanatphobia
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2
Views
341
satoporu
satoporu
FutureHanger
Method how does the knot tighten during partial?
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0
Views
532
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
ve.nin
What is your primary reason for wanting to ctb?
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72
Views
3K
ropearoundatree
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  • Poll
Discussion 'Obliviate' Poll
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17
Views
753
achb
achb
huphup
Help Preventing frostbite in car
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11
Views
656
huphup
huphup
AtomicWaffles
Venting I struggle to get out of bed
Replies
16
Views
966
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
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