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Suicide Discussion

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LunaRose
My Due Date
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8
Views
751
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
G
Venting My friend attempted CTB yesterday
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0
Views
386
gethsemane
G
N
Mexico for N
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4
Views
616
peacetoall
peacetoall
M
Help Experience with Benzos?
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12
Views
1K
Alessa
Alessa
T
Help Uncommon case 1
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5
Views
1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
asian.neet
looking back at your past self compared to today would you tell your past self to CTB?
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33
Views
999
Specific_Milk
Specific_Milk
D
Tomorrow morning is the day
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13
Views
1K
doublecupj
D
Navi
Venting People just can't seem to leave me alone.
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2
Views
384
Hikikomori1
Hikikomori1
asian.neet
Venting FEEL LIKE SCREAMING SO I WILL SCREAM HERE.
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3
Views
379
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
justaghost_
Method Zopiclone OD.
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6
Views
716
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
S
I love to do it the way AJ did in Sopranos
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0
Views
281
SpaxeZ
S
S
Discussion Does anyone else get really nostalgic when you’re planning to ctb?
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19
Views
2K
SpaxeZ
S
S
Jumping
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11
Views
1K
sundown12
sundown12
FuneralCry
Venting Existence only ever causes unnecessary pain and problems
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2
Views
399
Latubmen
L
hermestrimegistus
Suicidal alcoholics?
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6
Views
396
F@#$
F
ForgottenAgain
Discussion Can one really become insane?
Replies
10
Views
793
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
BoyInTheBox
Discussion I'd prefer being kidnapped rather than ctb
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4
Views
462
BoyInTheBox
BoyInTheBox
L
What would you say the pain levels are for the following methods? 0 is not painful, 10 is the most painful
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3
Views
443
Forever Sleep
F
notori
Venting I want it to end now
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2
Views
359
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Thinking of ctb this weekend
Replies
1
Views
289
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lost_my_soul
Selfish people
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2
Views
303
CrystallicEyes
CrystallicEyes
Pardoe84
SN surival
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0
Views
301
Pardoe84
Pardoe84
R
where to find somewhere high enough to jump from?
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0
Views
308
romeinjuly
R
Iwashereonce
why are AEs not otc in the US?
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0
Views
257
Iwashereonce
Iwashereonce
hoppy
Method Obtaining N2 tank without car
Replies
9
Views
838
casual_existence
casual_existence
leavingthesoultrap
Help Anyone recently oredered SN to Ontario Canada? how did it go?
Replies
0
Views
266
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
ijustwishtodie
Venting For me, I can never see myself willingly choosing life over wanting to be dead
Replies
2
Views
385
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
S
Venting Well, the final straw happened
Replies
4
Views
623
Dot
Dot
EternalPain
I care too much and I hate myself for it
Replies
0
Views
245
EternalPain
EternalPain
S
how to die from a ligature?
Replies
1
Views
619
todienomore
todienomore
NegativeSymptoms
Resource Indian doctor on lethality of SN
Replies
4
Views
1K
King Ashoka
K
I
Punjabi Indian here?
Replies
1
Views
349
King Ashoka
K
justanotherhuman237
age when people feel the need to CTB
Replies
31
Views
1K
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
Freaknik
“Just Wait”
Replies
6
Views
476
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
Waiting for death
I have three more weeks to be here maybe
Replies
3
Views
309
Waiting for death
Waiting for death
J
Tired of feeling like shit all the time
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0
Views
268
jamesLXIX
J
ve.nin
Venting I wish I had Ctb-ed 8 years ago
Replies
17
Views
1K
BarnabasCollins
BarnabasCollins
T
Method SN drink in few minutes
Replies
59
Views
4K
ThatStateOfMind
T
Neogoloid
When the body convulses during hanging, will just shake or can you end up in an entirely different position?
Replies
6
Views
686
Orbitc
Orbitc
FuneralCry
Venting We are all just waiting to die anyway.
Replies
4
Views
381
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Finalnight
Venting I don’t feel welcome in this forum
Replies
72
Views
4K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
tinystomps
Living through the eyes of another
Replies
0
Views
269
tinystomps
tinystomps
FrostedHoax
Hatred and Pain
Replies
2
Views
316
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
Lupgevif
Goodbye thread: I’m attempting soon
Replies
35
Views
2K
http-410
http-410
wildflowercloud
Hey y’all, bit of an update about where we are at
Replies
4
Views
408
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
lostall_hope11
ctb tonight
Replies
11
Views
632
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
conversation
dying is hard, living is harder.
Replies
2
Views
580
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Boudika
Venting My life is slowly getting better, however, I still want to ctb
Replies
2
Views
401
hellispink
hellispink
F
My anger issues cost me the best job of my life. Someone help me CTB.
Replies
3
Views
426
hellispink
hellispink
conversation
Method Regarding Easily Accessible Poisons or Drugs to go out
Replies
1
Views
640
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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