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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion How do you guys deal with the guilty feeling
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8
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544
Bunni'sLullaby
Bunni'sLullaby
puella
Venting I can't write CTB letters
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8
Views
798
WAITING TO DIE
WAITING TO DIE
camiii<3
Venting first post rant thingy!
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0
Views
256
camiii<3
camiii<3
tidal1
Excuses not to CTB?
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6
Views
643
FrostedHoax
FrostedHoax
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Help Afraid of taking domperidone
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3
Views
398
Rhizomorph1
Rhizomorph1
Notlikeforte
Venting Hospital told me to "just not do it" and discharged me when I mentioned feeling suicidal
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10
Views
610
Praestat_Mori
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Venting Just need a place for my thoughts.
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1
Views
257
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
Reywashere
Help Friendly ctb bot
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1
Views
328
edu0z
edu0z
buttonfish
Venting Wish someone could ctb for me.
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26
Views
1K
xxxbmw
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Venting I drink to be tired and be happy
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2
Views
286
Anon7b8
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phersper
Discussion Is overall good health and fast metabolism a barrier when it comes to take SN?
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3
Views
825
WonderingSoul
WonderingSoul
F
I need help (first post)
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4
Views
404
WonderingSoul
WonderingSoul
bleedingbxnes
How do I make the person I'm talking to lose interest in me so my CTB doesn't hurt him?
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11
Views
506
jackrussell023
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Older post divorce
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6
Views
426
HighFlight
HighFlight
Couldydays
Why the inert gas method only scores a 7 for peacefulness?
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11
Views
794
CuriosityAndCat
CuriosityAndCat
BlueberryBlue
Discussion Types of SI
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1
Views
360
Abyssal
Abyssal
Archness
"I'm fine" > Waiting
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3
Views
383
Archness
Archness
ShatteredSoul
Psychotic depression?
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7
Views
596
ShatteredSoul
ShatteredSoul
M
Christmas CTB?
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15
Views
793
jackrussell023
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Venting i don't think i can go for much longer
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6
Views
469
Unknown21
Unknown21
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Method Helium without regulator?
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4
Views
921
UnwillingSavior
UnwillingSavior
Neogoloid
Help Need one more question answered about my partial hanging technique, please answer
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5
Views
861
squidman117
squidman117
sannoji
Story coping with grief while wanting to die.
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1
Views
387
ThisUnrest
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hi-okbye
I DID IT!
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21
Views
1K
hi-okbye
hi-okbye
F
  • Poll
Discussion Do you feel the need to 'try everything' (in terms of trying to live) before you CTB or even die naturally? Poll
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32
Views
1K
Leavesfromthevine
Leavesfromthevine
333.333
Clonazepam overdose to induce a coma?
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8
Views
485
333.333
333.333
The Disqualified
Venting No way out
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4
Views
702
lostinmythoughts
lostinmythoughts
MeowTheFlemishCat
Help Overcoming SI with partial hanging?
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0
Views
313
MeowTheFlemishCat
MeowTheFlemishCat
JusMe
SN Source for Canada
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4
Views
553
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
ChildrensITV
Your alternate reality in steps: What should have happened to make your life worthwhile?
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21
Views
1K
Anonymoususer1234
Anonymoususer1234
violetdevil
Anyone else find it weird
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5
Views
409
edu0z
edu0z
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Help Tramadol to cope with pain and SI
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5
Views
437
blacksand
blacksand
hopelessoceanic25
SN Source in USA
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1
Views
454
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
Dangerdonkey333
Story It feels good writing this.
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6
Views
905
Dangerdonkey333
Dangerdonkey333
WAITING TO DIE
Excited, scared, or both ?
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14
Views
574
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
Rumi
Venting I am back, again.
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0
Views
320
Rumi
Rumi
Anonymoususer1234
Not Worthwhile
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2
Views
306
F@#$
F
The Disqualified
Dead end
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0
Views
300
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
squidman117
Method Have any advice on stabbing/slitting neck & wrist? How do I not let SI kick in? How do I stop being afraid?
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7
Views
1K
squidman117
squidman117
Eyler
If only I could give poison to my mind
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4
Views
296
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
huntergirl14
i failed
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2
Views
445
_Alfarooq_
_Alfarooq_
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Method How to hang yourself with a robe tie?
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0
Views
707
iwkmlol
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SN oxidation
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15
Views
847
Deleted member 65988
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make peace with ctb and the fact that it will affect loved ones
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1
Views
308
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Morte
Life is a rigged game from start to finish.
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4
Views
390
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Is Nembutal really that impossible to get in the states? There's no possible way to have a truly peaceful and comfortable exit?
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12
Views
670
Kundalini Guy
Kundalini Guy
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From the POV of a psychiatrist who are the patients that kill themselves
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1
Views
463
Kit1
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Lost cherry
Discussion I am looking for friends
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3
Views
344
justcallmeJ
justcallmeJ
FuneralCry
Venting Pro-life is evil
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0
Views
299
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
_Broken_alice
Venting This existence is so frustrating. Why must we also be denied the right do peacefully CTB?
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2
Views
505
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
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