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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Method Lidocaine IV and Lorazepam
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5
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843
DepressedChemMajor
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M30W
When did you become comfortable with death / what made you realize death was a good thing
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48
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2K
Deleted member 65988
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I've sealed my fate
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11
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669
february in alaska
february in alaska
cats333
Discussion people who think ctb should be accessible,
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20
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923
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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Venting Just measured and poured some SN into a bottle. Just one though and it was scary
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8
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736
Deleted member 65988
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Anybody know reliable SN source?
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1
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319
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
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How are you going to deal w family?
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10
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440
Praestat_Mori
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FuneralCry
Venting Feels like everywhere is so pro-life
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8
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790
raindrops
raindrops
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What can I buy to use as an anchor for full suspension?
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0
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251
fire12362
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All I've ever wanted was to be loved, and it really seems like I was cursed to never be able to have that.
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10
Views
679
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
Ambivalent1
How can one know for sure that their situation is hopeless and will continue indefinitely?
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14
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689
IWishToDie
IWishToDie
R
"Snap out of your depression and hopelessness"
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15
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544
rozeske
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not4us
Why you wanna die? (concise answer)
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337
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25K
ChiseHatori
ChiseHatori
thelazybones
Shoelace method im desperate
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6
Views
928
penguinl0v3s
penguinl0v3s
Archness
Venting Indifference
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2
Views
283
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
Adûnâi
Venting I've lost my 4th Discord account
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0
Views
474
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
annointed_towers
Is 17 floors high enough for jumping?
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6
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786
Gonnerr
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Oblivion
Failed to get any meds
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4
Views
520
new2blue
new2blue
IchijouRirika
Venting May this year be my last
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6
Views
343
Return2themoonlight
Return2themoonlight
Bunni'sLullaby
Grief is Too Much
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0
Views
290
Bunni'sLullaby
Bunni'sLullaby
Versailles
  • Poll
Discussion Emotional instability and friends - #1
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11
Views
845
koro
koro
underthedatetree
To people who have had depression since early life
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14
Views
863
oneeyed
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kaipuff
Venting eating and dysphoria
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1
Views
281
requiescat
requiescat
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How long does thrashing last during partial hanging
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5
Views
830
Moosh_Kaboosh
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Unattainable666
Help WHEN I DIE
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10
Views
1K
new2blue
new2blue
I can't beat it
Where are you planning to commit suicide?
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27
Views
1K
new2blue
new2blue
Duochrome-Seahorse
The year is ending and I feel scared of the future
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3
Views
375
Duochrome-Seahorse
Duochrome-Seahorse
morgueprincess
Help Belt or tie for partial suspension?
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1
Views
440
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
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Discussion Best/worst depictions of suicide in media?
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4
Views
418
marina
marina
AGUST
Help Self harm and suicide
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3
Views
358
☆AwaitingEntropy☆
☆AwaitingEntropy☆
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Venting Being Transgender in the UK.
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1
Views
332
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
@siniy_cat
Can you go to jail for ordering SN?
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8
Views
697
@siniy_cat
@siniy_cat
Sleeper System
Controversial Opinion. You don't have to agree.
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108
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5K
Celerity
Celerity
almaPerdida
Venting My letter is 6 pages long
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9
Views
810
almaPerdida
almaPerdida
TAW122
Story Back when Yahoo Answers was functional, pro-life BS reeks nevertheless
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0
Views
392
TAW122
TAW122
DesperateOne
How to overcome SI?
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5
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419
UKscotty
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Darkover
Planet Earth is prison. (Hell)
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24
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1K
TheSpookyNameGuy
TheSpookyNameGuy
tarococo
My urge to leave is even stronger after having a good day
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8
Views
756
tarococo
tarococo
Sleeper System
Venting Listen if you want...
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4
Views
421
Sleeper System
Sleeper System
Adûnâi
Discussion The philosophy behind holding onto SN
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33
Views
2K
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
DandiFynalicious
Venting Venting and babbling
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0
Views
222
DandiFynalicious
DandiFynalicious
lechtard
Venting Currently going through a suicidal ideation
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3
Views
334
Deleted member 65988
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MeowTheFlemishCat
  • Locked
Story Here's the link to my suicide note Google docs; final post here!
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23
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2K
Aim
Aim
leavingthesoultrap
Venting Somehow when I am most suicidal I dont want to read the SN method directions
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3
Views
356
Abyssal
Abyssal
Cyndaquil
The future of SN
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3
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450
UKscotty
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Ultsern
Venting I just realised why everyone says it gets better.
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1
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478
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
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Venting why is it so hard to build relationships
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6
Views
601
TooConscious
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AliceinNeverland
Contacted an SN seller today, I could have it by the end of this week
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3
Views
368
inaminute
inaminute
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Venting Thank you
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3
Views
371
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Heem wasnt there
Discussion Dying to be reunited
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8
Views
651
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
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