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Suicide Discussion

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HealMyBrain
I’ve got the shotgun, fully loaded.
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20
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HealMyBrain
HealMyBrain
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How painful is death by height vs. hanging?
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26
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2K
ASBA999
ASBA999
Giovannino224
Venting Should I go to therapy?
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7
Views
457
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
BlackBlood6
Is anyone disheartened by how hard it is to CTB?
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25
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
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  • Poll
What ctb products do you have in your possession?
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2
Views
313
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
N
How would you rate this song about suicide?
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3
Views
336
TransilvanianHunger
TransilvanianHunger
underscore_nine
Venting do i deserve to be able to die?
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19
Views
674
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
alwayssearching202
How do you choose?
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6
Views
487
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
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Wondering if anyone has used this sn source? Is it legit?
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5
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1K
Fifi2
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I
Help What about heroin ?
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4
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711
illAF
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Does anyone do this or am I weird?
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2
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355
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
I
Help SN from Switzerland + someone with whom I could chat tonight
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3
Views
379
illAF
I
_Broken_alice
Method Just ordered our SN. Now to wait.
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5
Views
904
Abyssal
Abyssal
ADeadBunny
Venting I feel so sick
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4
Views
401
BlazingBob
BlazingBob
tomoki
french version PPHE
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1
Views
359
illAF
I
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I have a question for people who failed SN
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41
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3K
Aim
Aim
O
Magyarország
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1
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402
hungariancorpse
hungariancorpse
D
Debunking a common anti-suicide argument
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1
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461
casual_existence
casual_existence
Sunoo
Does anyone's friends treat them bad?
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7
Views
629
Failure21
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I can't beat it
Story Do you feel that your current life is bad?
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35
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2K
underscore_nine
underscore_nine
struggles_inc
Doing it
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9
Views
790
struggles_inc
struggles_inc
DarknessInMe
Help Location advise for hanging
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1
Views
424
DarknessInMe
DarknessInMe
A
Method I can't get sodium nitrate
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1
Views
457
Deleted member 65988
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antilife
OD on Oxys, H or something else?
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2
Views
319
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
FuneralCry
Venting “Saving” people from suicide is cruelty
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14
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1K
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
I
New to site
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1
Views
272
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
D
Discussion Something I really want to ask the suicide hotlines
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6
Views
831
Kit1
K
Burden_Bailey
My Suicide Attempt Yesterday
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15
Views
960
Burden_Bailey
Burden_Bailey
Brokensaddle
Where do you think is a good place to ctb
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8
Views
403
Brokensaddle
Brokensaddle
singularity3
Help How long does the effect of SN last in water (glass/bottle...)?
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3
Views
523
DreamEnd
D
Bad-luck
Help How reliable is the partial method?
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6
Views
796
baabbaabbaab
B
Lifeless mindset
Describe your perfect suicide
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78
Views
3K
enstarve
enstarve
nembutal
Venting constant bad memories
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0
Views
258
nembutal
nembutal
apistatcommander
I think I'm going to CTB next week
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2
Views
431
apistatcommander
apistatcommander
spookycuddles
Method what are some common house chemicals that can mixed and used as a method (I prefer chemicals that wouldnt give a burning sensation)
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3
Views
931
spookycuddles
spookycuddles
Kundalini Guy
Discussion What would need to change for you to not CTB?
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37
Views
1K
enough of this
enough of this
Lloydbro
Killing myself (Unspecified date)
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2
Views
285
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
antilife
I wish it was easier.
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2
Views
267
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EyeBeyond
How do you see yourself in 10 years if you don't CTB
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40
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1K
enough of this
enough of this
I
Help I know ODs are not advised... But...
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6
Views
470
Praestat_Mori
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Dangerdonkey333
Venting Slipping further, day by day.
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2
Views
285
enough of this
enough of this
E
Tired of life and suffering
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2
Views
280
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
haibane
  • Question
What kind of hooks should i buy ?
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0
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276
haibane
haibane
tpboy
What is the reason behind you wanting to CTB?
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41
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2K
dggtscccvfd
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FuneralCry
Venting Suicide isn’t something bad
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2
Views
337
traumer
traumer
H
Help Desperate
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0
Views
313
hopeless08
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H
Venting Too much pain
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2
Views
298
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheDog_
I hate the way suicide is viewed by the general public.
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8
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Just peace
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1
Views
309
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Suicidebydeath
Venting Negative experiences put me off playing with random people online (bad day)
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4
Views
608
just dave
just dave
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