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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
depthss
Venting Unable to make friends
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9
Views
828
kunikuzushi
kunikuzushi
BlackMoon
Venting I'm nobody to everybody.
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0
Views
242
BlackMoon
BlackMoon
Q
Method What would be some realistic ways to achieve ctb without potentially burdening others with possible trauma or hardship?
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6
Views
879
Aim
Aim
D
Venting High Functioning
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8
Views
521
deletedaccount30982
D
Fimbulvetr
Venting I hate hate hate hate hate working for this man
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3
Views
340
Fimbulvetr
Fimbulvetr
Mene Tame
stupid thread made by a stupid girl
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12
Views
677
Mene Tame
Mene Tame
H
Gone
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0
Views
273
HaHaSoLame
H
M
Insomnia gang?
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3
Views
296
Yuna is My Waifu
Y
tidal1
  • Question
Are y’all planning on saying your “goodbyes” before you CTB?
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28
Views
845
Yuna is My Waifu
Y
ChildrensITV
Discussion Even on the days when I don't feel intense suicidal ideation, it still feels like the most logical, sensible decision.
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11
Views
1K
huphup
huphup
Jinxyxx
Self harm with caution
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3
Views
513
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
K
Help Is nembutal available in India?
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4
Views
408
kvsvenky100
K
sincerely dead
My therapist has a girlfriend and now I want to CTB. Help?
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3
Views
463
hellispink
hellispink
Burden_Bailey
Tell me that I’m a horrible person.
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10
Views
509
hellispink
hellispink
xoxo24
Will i ever miss it
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4
Views
384
xoxo24
xoxo24
D
Pills?
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7
Views
500
tidal1
tidal1
A
Method SN Seems Not Feasible Anymore
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20
Views
2K
ftm68_99
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E
Venting Confused feelings - Reached out one last time, it didn't pan out, & now I know my path. Advice welcome but also just venting.
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2
Views
356
achb
achb
F
Story I'm just tired of existing
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4
Views
835
achb
achb
The Disqualified
Venting I feel like a failure
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0
Views
278
The Disqualified
The Disqualified
Nightthere
Do Re Mi
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2
Views
339
Nightthere
Nightthere
I can't beat it
Story How many times have you committed suicide?
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34
Views
2K
chumley123
chumley123
CTB Dream
Venting Not self
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0
Views
284
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
hi-okbye
Dear all newer members.
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47
Views
3K
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
yuki loves music
Would this be enough?
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17
Views
1K
ForeverBroken
ForeverBroken
Diamondzzz
Venting im a coward
Replies
5
Views
589
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Seered Doom
Venting Heart Issues
Replies
4
Views
592
Seered Doom
Seered Doom
sweetgirl666
Help please friends help me
Replies
6
Views
369
DoubleUp8
DoubleUp8
underthedatetree
Venting Natural death of old age is terrifying
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12
Views
1K
ftm68_99
F
CTB Fella
If I was to stab myself in the lungs, how long would it take for me to go?
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5
Views
501
CTB Fella
CTB Fella
D
Venting I feel like a part of me died with my dog
Replies
7
Views
508
blacktrain98
blacktrain98
kettlevinbarq
anyone not want people to know you ctb?
Replies
5
Views
335
AtomicWaffles
AtomicWaffles
MiMif
Discussion Why arent you dead yet?
Replies
102
Views
4K
timing
T
D
Method Passive Suicide by Inducing Hypokalemia
Replies
6
Views
1K
Ash’Girl
Ash’Girl
L
Method Any way to induce a heart attack ?
Replies
29
Views
2K
delayedcactus
D
Sleeper System
Resource For anyone interested in taking "N" as their final method...
Replies
1
Views
637
DreamEnd
D
Tionally
I feel like with every day I'm losing myself more
Replies
6
Views
418
the_summoning
T
Torabol
Discussion What drugs do you use that help you cope?
Replies
43
Views
1K
ADeadBunny
ADeadBunny
willow368
Venting I’m breaking up …
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0
Views
251
willow368
willow368
lostforever77
Help This weekend
Replies
11
Views
658
Soc
Soc
iheartreb
Method opinions on double suicide?
Replies
20
Views
1K
vitbar
vitbar
capi
Help Hanging questions and seeking more resources
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0
Views
347
capi
capi
annointed_towers
SN in ice cube to bypass salty taste?
Replies
7
Views
677
Tesha
Tesha
K
Losing the Energy To Eat
Replies
8
Views
387
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
D
Venting I despise being told my experiences are a blessing
Replies
7
Views
476
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
Z
Anyone here from Ireland?
Replies
3
Views
346
RichardFirst
RichardFirst
kettlevinbarq
How I easily got Metoclopramide and Ondansetron in the US
Replies
0
Views
340
kettlevinbarq
kettlevinbarq
Sleeper System
Discussion The double edged sword of CTB...
Replies
15
Views
964
Forever Sleep
F
anhed0nia
Venting how do you fire your therapist?
Replies
6
Views
561
anhed0nia
anhed0nia
Pipsqueak!
CTB plans
Replies
1
Views
268
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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