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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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  • Question
Discussion How much pain
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14
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1K
Some place nice
Some place nice
ezraeil
Sudden urge to cut without thinking otherwise
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1
Views
342
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
loslassen
NSFW I’m an absolute fucking mess
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3
Views
802
loslassen
loslassen
obei
Help My mother doesnt approve of my chosen uni
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1
Views
300
Old Friend
Old Friend
Painless_end
Venting Nothing will work out now
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1
Views
270
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Story 2 CO attempts. Peaceful or not?
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8
Views
2K
staticdepression
S
NoPillPhilosophy
Discussion Perfect video for people interested in partial suspension hanging?
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115
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55K
rozeske
R
B
goodbye for real this time
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13
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1K
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
E
Story The pathetic life I'm left with
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4
Views
456
throneofdispair03
throneofdispair03
whisperjump
my cat is dead and i hope to join her.
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6
Views
543
Black Sheep One
Black Sheep One
loslassen
something under the floorboards is rotten.
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3
Views
462
loslassen
loslassen
PremiseRunner2049
  • Question
Help Unwilling to go on, unwilling to do it.
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2
Views
442
Unattainable666
Unattainable666
obei
Help My thoughts are not my own
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5
Views
428
DeadHead
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FuneralCry
Venting I’m repulsed by delusional people who act like wanting to die is some kind of “illness”.
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4
Views
472
Endofit
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FutureHanger
Help what knot should you use for a somewhat flat cuboid anchor point?
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0
Views
271
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
FuneralCry
Venting I see it as delusional when humans push the view that there is “happiness” and “hope” in existing
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1
Views
333
Darkover
Darkover
Bad-luck
My final goodbye
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7
Views
804
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
繁星满天
Some updates on my suicide
Replies
26
Views
1K
krai
K
Mx_Pathetic
Venting I'm a awful friend
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2
Views
411
Mx_Pathetic
Mx_Pathetic
Water-Lily
Fellow bad people, should we live and let karma destroy us of end our lives and escape fate?
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16
Views
720
leavingthesoultrap
leavingthesoultrap
PreCambrianBliss
Death rate of hypothermia?
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27
Views
2K
PreCambrianBliss
PreCambrianBliss
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Hilfe gesucht bitte
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1
Views
855
Praestat_Mori
P
P
Venting Everything is just too much
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1
Views
341
caninecomposer
caninecomposer
drinkthenectar
My poem that I will be publishing the last moments before I do it.
Replies
2
Views
440
drinkthenectar
drinkthenectar
starship
Discussion Courage & Accidents
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0
Views
345
starship
starship
dinosavr
do you think SN is commonly known by psychiatrists and therapists?
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20
Views
1K
Toobrokentofix
Toobrokentofix
Wonderland
Intructions to take N
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5
Views
818
hairlikesno
hairlikesno
synthcadia
Venting just feeling lonely again. considering ctb.
Replies
2
Views
387
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
Thanksforeverything
Does anyone have any experience with psychedelics?
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6
Views
465
MBG
M
clawsofperdition
N- vet
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4
Views
615
Wonderland
Wonderland
cscott
Help Stories for N purchase in Mexico Vet? My pet dying ?
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7
Views
873
Wonderland
Wonderland
Abyssal
Figured out what happened to my SN from MDS
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3
Views
886
Hystearical
Hystearical
R
  • Poll
What is your method to ctb
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43
Views
3K
bobblong
B
F
How to diet week leading up to SN for maximum effectiveness?
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0
Views
242
fire12362
F
steppingoff
If you want to Stream your CTB, should it be given the same respect as a method you choose?
Replies
1
Views
350
Imprisoned
Imprisoned
Aim
Venting Hello.scammers
Replies
7
Views
910
Venessolotic
Venessolotic
synthcadia
Venting just fucking tired.
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2
Views
462
synthcadia
synthcadia
M
I just got an electric shock and I'm sad I didn't die
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0
Views
333
missmiseery
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clonadream
Help Tips on suicide by gun?
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2
Views
914
clonadream
clonadream
Euthanasia
I always feel like I'm being gaslighted by my parents, so even when I try to do CTB, I immediately hesitate when I listen to my parents' advice.
Replies
6
Views
555
Euthanasia
Euthanasia
KAZ-2Y5
Help bought a rope for hanging
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0
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428
KAZ-2Y5
KAZ-2Y5
B
Why die when you can get drunk
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19
Views
938
marabellasol
marabellasol
CTB_random
  • Question
Sh websites?
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3
Views
400
HypoxicHeaven
HypoxicHeaven
Exhausted-and-Alone
Trying to Overcome SI
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2
Views
508
Exhausted-and-Alone
Exhausted-and-Alone
N
Charcoal method
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0
Views
311
nomore1219
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F
Anyone know the right way to use Olanzapine with SN?
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3
Views
371
DreamEnd
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S
Venting I wish there was more acceptance for people that don't want help, and just want to die.
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19
Views
1K
NoAIarmsNoSurprises
NoAIarmsNoSurprises
Darkover
Fuck this world, fuck the human race and fuck life in general
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6
Views
867
hikikomorizombie
hikikomorizombie
Bad-luck
Method CTB by choking
Replies
2
Views
543
Bad-luck
Bad-luck
R
Method Will benzos and alcohol work?
Replies
1
Views
551
Circles
C
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