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Suicide Discussion

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kawaiiphantom
Taking Benadryl before hanging? Thank you so much for any replies 🖤
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10
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945
hellispink
hellispink
user933957
Venting parents
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2
Views
331
user933957
user933957
WhenTheyCry
The shame of my parents providing for me even as an adult is eating me alive. I can't be independent because I'm disabled. I might kill myself just
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2
Views
373
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
b1ackstar
Help going asap, need advice
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2
Views
464
carnivalforone
carnivalforone
ihatemylifee
SN From a****ba
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5
Views
623
violetskies
violetskies
throneofdispair03
Venting I'm a kamikaze
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2
Views
402
user933957
user933957
obei
Method I think this is my final plan
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9
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1K
inneedrelief
inneedrelief
suicidalcat
Cutting again
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1
Views
367
user933957
user933957
Daxter_87
Help If I Live with My Parents, Which Method Is Less Likely to Get Me Caught Ordering the Materials I Need - SN or Partial Hanging?
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7
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1K
user933957
user933957
ijustwishtodie
Venting "It's better to have lived a bad life than to have never lived at all"
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7
Views
566
user933957
user933957
Daxter_87
Method If I Pay for the SN Order Using My Father's PayPal Account, Will He Receive a Message Mentioning the Name of the Product - i.e. Sodium Nitrite?
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9
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1K
Fractal
F
D
  • Question
ordering SN
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0
Views
258
dontwanttolive
D
divinemistress87
Years wasted
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8
Views
523
user933957
user933957
Water-Lily
Until I can cut off my father, I'm a failure
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4
Views
315
Water-Lily
Water-Lily
throneofdispair03
how to distance yourself?
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4
Views
332
ChoclateIsSweet
ChoclateIsSweet
I
SN
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9
Views
675
Old Friend
Old Friend
J
Canada again delays assisted dying for the mentally ill
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6
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1K
misthios2040
M
depressedpharma
Method 500mg of Heroin, best way to go?
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12
Views
1K
depressedpharma
depressedpharma
bussy
Venting fucked up my future
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8
Views
1K
ChoclateIsSweet
ChoclateIsSweet
inaminute
The thin line between
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2
Views
449
inaminute
inaminute
thetruetato
Story I think I figured out carotid compression :3
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6
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1K
iusedtobehappy
iusedtobehappy
T
Help Drop Hanging Advice
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3
Views
877
TorchMyCorpse
T
juxtajuno
Venting feelings of disgust...
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3
Views
904
TabooMushroom2
TabooMushroom2
markus
My method
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1
Views
473
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
rosenrot
Does anyone else feel alone in their thoughts?
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3
Views
295
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Venting I wish there’s the option to just erase our existence
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3
Views
370
_Broken_alice
_Broken_alice
H
Venting Does it bother you that when you CTB you won’t even know about it?
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19
Views
972
betternever2havbeen
B
Toothless Bunny
Story The current me is the product of a failed suicide attempt
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5
Views
584
mortuarymary
mortuarymary
SkullHand59
Method Methods in Czech Republic?
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13
Views
1K
Linda
Linda
D
Is it worth it to get SN off the dark web?
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14
Views
678
dggtscccvfd
D
X
N
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5
Views
510
Xta4Love
X
DesperateOne
New Silent Hill game discusses suicide
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1
Views
352
eryu
eryu
Anon_3465
Deutsche
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4
Views
525
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
EyeBeyond
asleep, fatigued, unmotivated
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2
Views
397
EyeBeyond
EyeBeyond
permanently tired
I just want to cry
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7
Views
434
Linda
Linda
greatgooglymoogly
Venting my sn never came
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9
Views
1K
noname478
N
sanction
Venting what the f*ck are we even waking up to every single day???
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9
Views
880
violetskies
violetskies
obei
Help Should I visit a doctor about this?
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5
Views
426
NoHorizon
N
AttachedSweets
Venting Obsession
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0
Views
300
AttachedSweets
AttachedSweets
FuneralCry
Venting Nowhere offers a safe space from pro-lifers, not even here
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8
Views
916
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
inneedrelief
Suicide so difficult
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2
Views
385
Gonnerr
G
T
Terminal cancer diagnosis
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18
Views
2K
Umacon
U
wondering&wandering
Discussion If a particular ctb option was accessible & guaranteed but excruciating would you do it?
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22
Views
871
FutureHanger
FutureHanger
bambibambam
Which is less painful?
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2
Views
337
Praestat_Mori
P
K
Help Pegasos
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12
Views
1K
MBG
M
S
Method Injecting air combined with hanging
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1
Views
496
DepressedChemMajor
D
FuneralCry
Venting I’d always see a peaceful death as preferable to being tormented by old age
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4
Views
374
Lostman1029
L
Euthanasia
Help Please help me. I can't die alone. It's a big problem.
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15
Views
856
thinvy
thinvy
T
I'm new to CTB.
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4
Views
421
Praestat_Mori
P
Q
  • Locked
My goodbye thread :)
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64
Views
7K
AlmostSilentHarmony
A
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