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Suicide Discussion

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Jellifiishe
Venting feels inevitable that i ctb, even if things work out but that's like.. selfish (all about me.. like ALL.. everything)
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3
Views
661
pax420
pax420
OnionsOnEverything
Discussion How do you think about CTB when you have a loving partner and generally good relationship?
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8
Views
676
Zyntkalla
Zyntkalla
S
Has anyone else been through betrayal trauma?
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9
Views
624
39hatsune
39hatsune
Codename_Joryu
  • Question
Venting Am I a bad person for having these dreams?
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11
Views
574
Codename_Joryu
Codename_Joryu
deadbirdinthelawn
Venting my experience with taking deliriant drugs everyday for 2 weeks
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0
Views
424
deadbirdinthelawn
deadbirdinthelawn
SuicidalCurryBoy
Story I had my psychologist friend analyse the way my crush rejected me
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4
Views
421
39hatsune
39hatsune
peacefulnights
I know many people who have also done this
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3
Views
325
peacefulnights
peacefulnights
L
Failure
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0
Views
179
Ligottian
L
owarikigan
failing is so humiliating
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4
Views
434
yotaka
Y
SuicidalCurryBoy
Discussion Something that I've been thinking off for the last few days....
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5
Views
197
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
Doz
Venting I hate people
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7
Views
803
YourLocalEdgelord
YourLocalEdgelord
ineedtogetout
Method Which method would be the best?
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0
Views
309
ineedtogetout
ineedtogetout
princeseadove
Venting Venting to a pro-lifer gets me very irritated
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5
Views
637
YourLocalEdgelord
YourLocalEdgelord
J
Method Hanging from a bridge but also jumping.
Replies
5
Views
607
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
yousaidimsweet
FSH basics?
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6
Views
499
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
deadbirdinthelawn
Help what is suspension hanging?
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4
Views
276
deadbirdinthelawn
deadbirdinthelawn
fishperson
I think I figured out how we perceive luck when we are suicidal
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0
Views
153
fishperson
fishperson
S
Discussion Is it worth trying two or more methods at once?
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7
Views
505
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
thefarter
i think i lost my mind..
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1
Views
370
pang of joy
pang of joy
G
Anyone else just feeling massively depressed?
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2
Views
209
fishperson
fishperson
un.exist
Loose loose
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2
Views
191
kufajoy
kufajoy
OzymandiAsh
  • Poll
Have you ever been sectioned?
Replies
15
Views
832
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
M
  • Question
Help post-hanging side effects?
Replies
5
Views
538
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
Natbee
Psychiatrist
Replies
1
Views
305
reticulator
R
I
Stress affecting ability to CTB
Replies
4
Views
291
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
seeweed
Venting Im such a confusing person!!
Replies
1
Views
328
awfullymorbid
awfullymorbid
E
Social workers trying to help but I already gave up
Replies
5
Views
316
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
MonochromeMind
  • Poll
Discussion Physical Pain from Stress
Replies
16
Views
669
itsgone2
I
persepexa
Venting CTB Attempt Cancelled
Replies
15
Views
955
xBrialesana
xBrialesana
AnonymousL
Help HOW?
Replies
3
Views
375
xBrialesana
xBrialesana
M
  • Poll
Discussion how old were you when you first attempted? (poll)
Replies
7
Views
606
itsgone2
I
Green eyed girl
Auto/scheduled Facebook post
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0
Views
218
Green eyed girl
Green eyed girl
ArtPendragon13
Discussion This is my last year/When do you plan on ctb
Replies
8
Views
520
death over slavery
D
V
I think tomorrow's the big day!
Replies
6
Views
482
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
Venting it’s so hard to wait
Replies
3
Views
341
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
H
  • Question
The right SN order
Replies
4
Views
498
HappyWallPaint
H
fishperson
The world is ending mindset
Replies
15
Views
872
Forever Sleep
F
enddate
Help What is the most painless way to CTB
Replies
13
Views
1K
tonicer
tonicer
SchizoPolyGymnast
I want to be shot in the head.
Replies
10
Views
668
Next
Next
kufajoy
Discussion SI is a bitch proved
Replies
8
Views
625
kufajoy
kufajoy
forever21soon
  • Question
Will 950 mg of Ritalin and vodka do the trick?
Replies
7
Views
493
Thefuture
T
StrawberryBlood
How do I stop wanting to kill people
Replies
6
Views
551
StrawberryBlood
StrawberryBlood
natori
Help How long would you be conscious for after landing? (jumping)
Replies
17
Views
1K
absolute failure
absolute failure
dyingisliving
  • Question
Help using top of staircase as anchor point for FSH?
Replies
5
Views
509
dyingisliving
dyingisliving
B
It shouldn’t be this hard to exit painlessly
Replies
7
Views
715
overmorrow
overmorrow
badenddonuts
my goodbye
Replies
17
Views
2K
stardusted
stardusted
kinoki
Method Jumping.
Replies
8
Views
894
T22222222
T
X
have you seen those cow killer guns? instant death
Replies
11
Views
626
madameviolette
madameviolette
The_Sadness_of_Life
My EBBD Customized Hood Will Arrive Soon.
Replies
3
Views
372
The_Sadness_of_Life
The_Sadness_of_Life
ghoost
  • Question
Help Please help.
Replies
2
Views
288
fedup1982
F
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