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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
itsover404
I'm gonna miss everyone. I'm sorry to my mom, and to the people that love me.
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1
Views
404
Callie
Callie
bubbles_0403
Mother problems
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3
Views
542
BrainShower
BrainShower
gonnaregretthis
Hi Again...
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2
Views
465
Unknown21
Unknown21
sserafim
Does anyone else feel already dead?
Replies
49
Views
2K
Davout
Davout
N
  • Poll
Poll: Should prisoners be able to receive assisted suicide?
Replies
38
Views
2K
pilotviolin
pilotviolin
SquidsCuts
Venting Razor blades are terrifying
Replies
4
Views
856
rozeske
R
D
Discussion Military/Rebellious group
Replies
6
Views
658
tbroken
tbroken
bonniebell
I'm going to ctb today
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14
Views
778
rozeske
R
throneofdispair03
Help help with passing out - carotid artery
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1
Views
578
randomsomeonein
R
CrazyDiamond04
Venting Sometimes I fantasize about an extremely violent death.
Replies
14
Views
1K
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
AbsurdAbyss
Discussion What does death mean to you?
Replies
19
Views
681
tbroken
tbroken
N
Venting Just needed to get it out
Replies
0
Views
385
nicbaby
N
DiglySilly
Venting I hate being myself
Replies
0
Views
299
DiglySilly
DiglySilly
distintivocorazon
Help Am I even suicidal?
Replies
2
Views
567
distintivocorazon
distintivocorazon
Spades
Venting Struggling with eating disorder and can't breathe properly, I feel very alone and want to ctb
Replies
13
Views
912
Spades
Spades
annxietty
People
Replies
1
Views
403
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
D
Got SN and protonitazepyne. ( Drinking beer after a year right now)
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0
Views
297
doughmixer1982
D
Bad-luck
Help Everytime I want to CTB, i start to get scared
Replies
7
Views
440
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
U
Venting Humans love yelling
Replies
10
Views
558
tbroken
tbroken
sincerely dead
illicit diaries - entry four - golden hour
Replies
0
Views
352
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
drownll
Did anyone took DMT
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2
Views
343
divinemistress87
divinemistress87
sserafim
Why do I feel better after going outside?
Replies
31
Views
994
murmur
murmur
sserafim
Why do you have to contribute?
Replies
33
Views
2K
Morte
Morte
sserafim
How do normies think that life is worth living?
Replies
26
Views
1K
davidtorez
davidtorez
L
  • Locked
What's the easiest and painless way to CBT?
Replies
3
Views
387
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
FuneralCry
Venting The fact that existence is so evil makes me want to not exist much more
Replies
9
Views
763
BardBarrie
B
S
Method Still searching for a holy grail method
Replies
3
Views
1K
UKscotty
U
Eternal Despair
Venting fun and enjoyment
Replies
0
Views
289
Eternal Despair
Eternal Despair
kvheeo
Venting Lost
Replies
3
Views
374
jellie
jellie
N
  • Poll
Poll: How many of you wait until one or more loved ones have passed?
Replies
5
Views
406
sserafim
sserafim
F
Opened my SN package from MDS
Replies
22
Views
2K
Polonium220
P
AnonymousL
Help Sleeping pills = benzo?
Replies
4
Views
507
AnonymousL
AnonymousL
SanctionedSkittles
Am I just faking it?
Replies
5
Views
714
Olisop21.
O
dinosavr
Venting once suicidal = always suicidal?
Replies
8
Views
683
Relic
Relic
0000000000000
Venting Lonely because people with a similar personality are very rare.
Replies
8
Views
786
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
animism
I wrote my first goodbye letter
Replies
3
Views
529
bajanpescadorabioso
B
B
Discussion How to say goodbye?
Replies
8
Views
551
bajanpescadorabioso
B
L
Resource Fentanyl acquisition in Michigan/USA
Replies
7
Views
1K
rotciv
rotciv
return.
Discussion What’s the point of living?
Replies
22
Views
1K
BardBarrie
B
S
I just took 6000mg hydoxyzine mixed with 36000 trileptal
Replies
11
Views
629
Illegal Preclear
Illegal Preclear
tragiclove1932
is it okay to miss one dose of metaclopramide?
Replies
3
Views
266
tragiclove1932
tragiclove1932
F
Organ donation
Replies
5
Views
374
Praestat_Mori
P
wildflowers1996
does anyone else feel like their life is a punishment?
Replies
22
Views
566
Aim
Aim
Black Rose Bunny
Venting i don’t belong here
Replies
3
Views
443
Black Rose Bunny
Black Rose Bunny
GreyCTB
Help Oramorph / liquid morphine
Replies
1
Views
366
[..redacted..]
R
weakandscared
would this work?
Replies
4
Views
454
weakandscared
weakandscared
⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Help are there any substances that make you feel less?
  • ⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Replies
20
Views
1K
sserafim
sserafim
Bad-luck
it's hard to find a easily available ctb method
Replies
1
Views
381
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting How commiting CTB affects the people arround me; and how I wish it didn't.
Replies
2
Views
446
StarryEyed
S
Done_With_It_All
Help How uncomfortable is CO suicide?
Replies
3
Views
389
rozeske
R
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