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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
sserafim
If you had the power to prevent life from ever coming into existence, would you?
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34
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1K
unabletocope
U
sincerely dead
content warning: sa & family | anyone else sa'd by their sibling?
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1
Views
301
pebpebpebpeb
pebpebpebpeb
Oguzok
Venting I don't even feel sad, just empty
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4
Views
403
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
FuneralCry
Venting Existence is so evil, only ceasing to exist is beautiful
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2
Views
413
whywere
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Why do I feel guilty.
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5
Views
426
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
Obliviate
Discussion "It’s ok to let go"
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35
Views
3K
Obliviate
Obliviate
FuneralCry
Venting It disgusts me when people try to push the idea that suicide is a bad option
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27
Views
1K
sincerely dead
sincerely dead
wisp
Discussion I have the tools, but the pain doesn't ease
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2
Views
407
Praestat_Mori
P
divinemistress87
Death Doula
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3
Views
323
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
IHurtTheOneILove
Venting Nausea at CTB
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2
Views
315
Kapsyl
Kapsyl
AnonymousL
Discussion If I didn't have .. I'd be dead by tomorrow
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46
Views
2K
trashprincess
trashprincess
mob
Venting Gradually getting worse
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2
Views
379
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
Help How to hang myself with belt on this bathroom rail thing
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1
Views
503
Worndown
Worndown
lonely247
Discussion My CTB Conflict
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9
Views
564
LifeIsCrazyNemb
L
I
How would you describe life? I see life as a never ending horror movie. A torture chamber. HELL
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31
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1K
Lost in a Dream
L
C
Help Promethazine CTB
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4
Views
542
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Painfu.Ll.suffering
Ambivalent1
Do you believe ctb would qualify as a good death?
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15
Views
757
theboy
theboy
X
Where to die? Who will find me?
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6
Views
577
theboy
theboy
J
Sn
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11
Views
746
testingthis101010
T
C
Help How to hang yourself on bathroom pole thing with belt
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2
Views
520
Coffeehead
C
B
Jump spots in london
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4
Views
723
Badger88
B
Darkover
Being born is a tragedy, not a miracle
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17
Views
837
sserafim
sserafim
B
  • Locked
Need Advice
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3
Views
416
Agon321
Agon321
lonely247
Help Where should I CTB
Replies
6
Views
781
lonely247
lonely247
user933957
Venting i feel nothing but misery
Replies
9
Views
693
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
Chronosphere
Weird stuff to care about but still
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1
Views
514
LifeIsCrazyNemb
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darkSea
Venting To properly CTB is so fucking hard, takes way too much time to figure out
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9
Views
1K
ijustwishtodie
ijustwishtodie
Darkover
If you had the power to end all life on Earth (or the Universe) would you?
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56
Views
2K
Iamtired
Iamtired
WhatPowerIs
No reason to do anything
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21
Views
931
WhatPowerIs
WhatPowerIs
breezer_a
What are the best methods that cannot be banned?
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16
Views
1K
iwantitalltoend
I
bestroper
Venting I don't have any friends irl
Replies
20
Views
897
eashanm
E
lonely247
Discussion I Finally Picked My CTB Date
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12
Views
894
ChildrensITV
ChildrensITV
Onomatopoeia
What are the best over-the-counter sleeping pills? I just want to sleep 24/7 until I exit next week
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1
Views
429
strangelife
strangelife
U
Liberated, speaking my mind
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2
Views
402
unabletocope
U
Lexapro
Help cannot get partial hanging to work
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3
Views
2K
Lexapro
Lexapro
UserHussein
Method Is how thin the rope is affect the pain of the hanging?
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3
Views
1K
rozeske
R
IHurtTheOneILove
Todays the day (?)
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2
Views
352
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
C
  • Question
Help Need some advice.
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10
Views
664
chandannh
C
Naked Weapon
Venting I was born wrong, and death is the closest I can get to making myself right.
Replies
6
Views
575
eian
eian
B
Life insurance
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7
Views
597
bipbapbop
B
N
What happens if one ingests expired SN? Possible damage?
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2
Views
612
rozeske
R
strangelife
Venting Suiside by a snake bite.
Replies
22
Views
1K
Deleted member 65988
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kelimackie
I hate my boyfriend
Replies
16
Views
874
SexyIncél
SexyIncél
JezebelDuLioncourt
Does anybody here view CTB on a positive light?
Replies
22
Views
838
Miku _fanboy101
Miku _fanboy101
RadiantNumber
  • Poll
Discussion Eternal slumber instead of suicide
Replies
8
Views
540
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
strangelife
The most popular poisons
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0
Views
321
strangelife
strangelife
wildbluekiss
i don’t even feel comfortable anymore to be comfortable
Replies
4
Views
406
theboy
theboy
I
Potassium Cyanide or SN?
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6
Views
735
Umacon
U
Archness
Discussion These are the last decades...
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15
Views
1K
DarkRange55
DarkRange55
L
Help me! no one to contact
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3
Views
371
rozeske
R
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