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Suicide Discussion

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littlelady774
The Biochemistry of Methemoglobinemia and SN ingestion
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54
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Mi Mi
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More comfortable with death, hanging
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3
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648
unabletocope
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sapphoslastpoem
May or may not ctb later. We’ll see what happens
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4
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620
sapphoslastpoem
sapphoslastpoem
bluemirror
I can feel that it's over. I'm so tired of being tired.
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4
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728
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Bad-luck
Discussion How do people go with the train method?
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9
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590
Endofit
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Bells
Amanita Virosa (destroying angel) as a CTB method?
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4
Views
524
evannave
evannave
BrokenSynapse
Help Something about the philosophy of life bothers me, tips welcomed.
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2
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650
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Story Alternative worse
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2
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457
gazap
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Z-A
Memories hurt so much
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14
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951
iloverachel
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Help with CO (Carbon monoxide poisoning)
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4
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680
Praestat_Mori
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Mea Culpa
Venting I keep trying to find hope to hang on to
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2
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449
Mea Culpa
Mea Culpa
anhed0nia
unfounded, unscientific theory about the suicidal brain
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18
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1K
conflagration
C
goodSmelly
Venting final few months
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1
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
MindFog
Anti Suicide Fans
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12
Views
492
Throwawayacc3
Throwawayacc3
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Help Would it be better if your head is covered being found after hanging?
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3
Views
344
Valky
Valky
Spectre
Help How to Get a Nembutal Prescription (Alberta)
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7
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1K
Mayonaise
Mayonaise
mob
Venting “You’re too depressed to handle”
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25
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2K
LittleCupcake
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d4isy
Venting i'm so lonely and touch starved i can't sleep
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3
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363
PetrichorBirth
PetrichorBirth
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Surreal
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0
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233
departindarkness
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supplies gathered. will be ctbing tmrw morning
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7
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623
howtodisappearr
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Finalnight
Your methods
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42
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3K
UglyInk
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wildflowers1996
I just need someone to tell me what I feel is real
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6
Views
930
voidstar
voidstar
mothmanisgay
Venting CTB to avoid working till my death
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12
Views
883
TimetoCatchtheBus
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JKFleck
Venting I am
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0
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225
JKFleck
JKFleck
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Ordered SN.
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6
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1K
rozeske
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wildflowers1996
so tired of waiting for replies
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6
Views
472
Meteora
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Ambivalent1
Why does death feel more real and scary when at home than when I'm outside moving about?
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3
Views
243
Ambivalent1
Ambivalent1
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Venting I thought I was standing up for myself when in reality I wasn't standing up for myself I was being a bully
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0
Views
292
ultrasharpy123456
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gantaigarashi
My father lost his job again. Now all the financial responsibilities are on me again.
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6
Views
427
Deleted member 65988
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Lovey
Venting Just vent
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0
Views
301
Lovey
Lovey
huntergirl14
Onion link? for TOR
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5
Views
988
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
Alpenglow
Venting Wording things
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3
Views
767
Cosis
C
destinationlosangel
What happens once we are gone?
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66
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4K
J&L383
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bed
Venting The mental health care system is broken
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32
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2K
brokeandbroken
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C
Venting It's true,isn't it?
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5
Views
529
cosmic-freedom
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I
Desperate to die but not sure on what method to choose
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6
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1K
grahf
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S
Venting I let everyone in my life down
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4
Views
307
uzuf86
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bloodybaron
Firearm questions
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3
Views
993
gazap
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⋆♡⋆ riri ⋆♡⋆
Venting how i feel again
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1
Views
323
Slark
Slark
walkingdead2023
My dad hit me
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2
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675
walkingdead2023
walkingdead2023
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Slipping, again
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0
Views
318
beyondgone
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huntergirl14
CTB via Cruise Ships? Jump in the ocean?
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6
Views
502
Pikmin
Pikmin
druggedonsurvival
  • Poll
How many SS users end up CTB?
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21
Views
2K
druggedonsurvival
druggedonsurvival
Coconteppi
EEBD from China A Shipping Time
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0
Views
221
Coconteppi
Coconteppi
Waiting for death
Depression is back again.
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3
Views
338
theboy
theboy
Oliver
Movies about suicide?
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14
Views
563
Only_Lonely
Only_Lonely
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Where to get SN in the US?
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0
Views
346
cals1918
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adoringmydarling
  • Poll
How many of you identify as part of the LGBT community?
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61
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3K
PlathWannaBe
PlathWannaBe
slightoverlooked
Help Are there any botanists or biology experts who can send me a pm about a method?
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0
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237
slightoverlooked
slightoverlooked
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Anyone else here completely disconnected and ostracized by the world?
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1
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323
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
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