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Recovery

This place is dedicated to supporting those who are in the process of healing and overcoming suicidal thoughts. Share your journey and connect with others here.
ladidabi
Help Vent + Help: Relapse and loneliness
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2
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513
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
Kall
How to get close friends/family?
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13
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1K
Meowsies
Meowsies
D
Don’t think I’ll be CTB any time soon.
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1
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367
Meowsies
Meowsies
Praying 4 a Miracle
Do you feel like Evil Forces are causing us to have these major problems in our lives?
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1
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415
itswhatits
itswhatits
misery_
Any tips to handle anger problems?
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3
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460
LXR515
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wondering&wandering
Help Encouragement please?
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23
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1K
wren-briar
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mango-meridian
  • Question
What is the biggest issue/stumbling block you are dealing with?
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12
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1K
mango-meridian
mango-meridian
6
People that don't have access to therapy, what do you do?
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4
Views
610
WildAtHeart
WildAtHeart
mashiroll
Help how do i stop lying
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3
Views
629
FadingSentinel
FadingSentinel
orpheus_
Venting Going back to university and scared
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4
Views
819
orpheus_
orpheus_
Mari&mewo
Anyone else given up on being smart enough to follow through?
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1
Views
586
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
Story Frustrated with myself but I'll try my best
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3
Views
633
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
T
I wish my suicidal thoughts would stop plaguing me
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3
Views
372
ThatStateOfMind
T
D
Your thoughts and experiences with medications - I want to get off this cocktail of pills
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7
Views
692
Leiot
Leiot
derpyderpins
Help Backslides are a given, but how do you handle that?
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8
Views
827
-Link-
-Link-
A
There is one thing wrong with my life - which is the only reason I feel this way
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2
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442
affirmatice
A
A
Anyone feel so bad, research methods, and conclude that none are viable
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4
Views
682
pezkeus
pezkeus
MrBigSad
Soda pressing
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1
Views
400
wondering&wandering
wondering&wandering
Praying 4 a Miracle
The PROOF that this forum is helping many to recover, is that many are posting for years, not just researching methods.
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8
Views
739
Praying 4 a Miracle
Praying 4 a Miracle
hailspark
Help I’m So Scared I’m Going to CTB
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5
Views
906
killorbekilled
killorbekilled
N
Fighting for the Light
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2
Views
424
Not a Cylon
N
Redleaf1992
Therapist wanting me to go on walks.
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21
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2K
LittleJem
L
twolegs
  • Question
Discussion Has anyone had to deal with a suicidal person irl?
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20
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2K
futurebuscatcher
futurebuscatcher
Someplace_nice
It creeps
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3
Views
533
LittleJem
L
Someplace_nice
Random depression
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2
Views
435
Someplace_nice
Someplace_nice
R
Discussion Benzos as Recovery?
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4
Views
550
LittleJem
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ladidabi
Venting Therapy failing
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5
Views
689
ladylazarus4
ladylazarus4
Praying 4 a Miracle
What's the most exciting thing going on in your life right now (or recently)?
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4
Views
478
disjectamembra
disjectamembra
Mebius
Venting I Dont Give A Fuck Anymore
Replies
4
Views
591
Gangrel
Gangrel
Life_and_Death
Fighting against Anorexia and Social Anxiety
Replies
2
Views
450
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
Sadgirl121
Whats your best joke?
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15
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1K
Mirrory Me
Mirrory Me
RosebyAnyName
Help How can I stop hitting myself when I get frustrated?
Replies
9
Views
940
justkatie
J
UnnervedCompany
Story I finally escaped what has made me depressed for so long.
Replies
4
Views
639
ilikehamsters
ilikehamsters
Lifewpain
Story It's been mearly 2 years since I was on this forum and a lot has changed
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1
Views
474
Not a Cylon
N
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Has anybody else been through abuse and/or neglect in a psych ward?
Replies
4
Views
442
Quietist
Quietist
BoulderSoWhat
Story Finally Cleaned Out My Car 4 Months After CTB Attempt
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0
Views
458
BoulderSoWhat
BoulderSoWhat
Praying 4 a Miracle
What's your favourite technique for reducing stress & anxiety?
Replies
5
Views
651
Dr Iron Arc
Dr Iron Arc
Trismegistus_13
Struggling with potential new diagnosis of OCD
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3
Views
562
letmegetout
L
SmallKoy
Venting Small Victory
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3
Views
454
SmallKoy
SmallKoy
Not Today Satan
@GuessWhosBack goodbye thread (the good kind with goooooooood news)
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17
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2K
destinationlosangel
destinationlosangel
Someplace_nice
Embarrassed
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5
Views
585
wren-briar
W
etherealgoddess
Fiance broke up with me... ex fiance now
Replies
1
Views
425
SomewhereAlongThe
SomewhereAlongThe
E
Venting I’m trying my absolutely best to live
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6
Views
724
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
kane
Help Obtaining Psychedelics in the UK
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15
Views
1K
justkatie
J
Opossum
Getting help, things are looking much better
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27
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2K
yoshizoom
Y
Hecubaa
Got taken on an involuntary hold the other day
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1
Views
691
hopelesswanderer
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hoppybunny
Venting the voices are acting up again.
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0
Views
415
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
Life_and_Death
Reminders for those looking at or going through recovery
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3
Views
476
Life_and_Death
Life_and_Death
S
What am I expected to feel from an increased dosage of Brintellix (vortioxetine)
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0
Views
505
SN;)
S
Felodese
"Might be a personality disorder"
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8
Views
772
Felodese
Felodese
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