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d3ad
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- Mar 15, 2023
- 92
I hate the fact that I have to show up to school, and just do everything and carry on with life when I am in extremely deep pain. I hate the fact that I have to do chores everyday, and prepare for my future when I feel like complete crap. I hate the fact that I have to take care of myself when I absolutely do not want to be here. I hate the fact that I have to hide who I am and suppress my emotions in order to survive. I hate it here, I hate every moment of being alive. I cannot believe that I was happy a month ago, wtf?? Maybe it was just an illusion.