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Susan Caswell

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I have managed to get 28 Zopiclone Sleeping Pills does anyone know if I take them all it will kill me I haver to get out of this suffering today the tinnitus is even louder if that's possible its horrendous
 
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Roger

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I was prescribed zopiclone for a while. What strength are yours ? 3.75mg or 7.5mg ?

They have ben discussed on the forum before, and 28 will not kill you.
 
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Simply put no, you could take hundreds & justend up doing something daft while suffering amnesia.
 
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Feb 25, 2019
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I was prescribed zopiclone for a while. What strength are yours ? 3.75mg or 7.5mg ?

They have ben discussed on the forum before, and 28 will not kill you.
7.5mg Roger wish there was just one pill to take finished peace if I cant get this stopped or lessend I just cant stand it I cant hear anything properly now either everything so distorted with the loudness a person can live like this and its got so much worse than when it started and I couldn't take it day one I had such good hearing I don't understand whats happened to me but its horrific on so many levels
 
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zmth

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I have managed to get 28 Zopiclone Sleeping Pills does anyone know if I take them all it will kill me I haver to get out of this suffering today the tinnitus is even louder if that's possible its horrendous
did you manage to get them from a 'no prescription required' site.
 
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Feb 25, 2019
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did you manage to get them from a 'no prescription required' site.
Yes dangerous and very foolish I know I think doing this in the past too taking 3 or 4 a night to sleep has worsened the already horrific tinnitus and hyperacusis I had good happy healthy life with still so many hopes dreams and plans this has totally destroyed me physically and mentally a deafening hammering in your own ears 23 months of all the conditions in the world I go and get this one no let up no cure and for me no living like this its made me so very ill with crippling anxiety im all in just don't know how to go but I need to wish someone could get Nembutal or SN for me ive tried but failed wish the tinnitus would stop and id get well but ive no chance with it like this
 
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zmth

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Yes dangerous and very foolish I know I think doing this in the past too taking 3 or 4 a night to sleep has worsened the already horrific tinnitus and hyperacusis I had good happy healthy life with still so many hopes dreams and plans this has totally destroyed me physically and mentally a deafening hammering in your own ears 23 months of all the conditions in the world I go and get this one no let up no cure and for me no living like this its made me so very ill with crippling anxiety im all in just don't know how to go but I need to wish someone could get Nembutal or SN for me ive tried but failed wish the tinnitus would stop and id get well but ive no chance with it like this
I am certainly NOT going to have prescription and was hoping to find an internet site that would sell them without ripping me off in that case. Did the place you got them did they take credit card ? What was the name of the place - like how do i get there on internet. As far as Xanax and perhaps other benzos I knew and have bought, been a few years, in the past from a place NOT requiring prescription, but he will, at least then, only sell to East coast area of usa. He is in Philippines . I haven't ordered from there in quite a while - I don't like xanax nor any other benzodiapenes. I am not in the east coast area anymore - yes he did have zolpidem then also, maybe still does, but i am not in East coast area anymore so would have the extra problem of having it forwarded in the mail
 
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Feb 25, 2019
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I am certainly NOT going to have prescription and was hoping to find an internet site that would sell them without ripping me off in that case. Did the place you got them did they take credit card ? What was the name of the place - like how do i get there on internet. As far as Xanax and perhaps other benzos I knew and have bought, been a few years, in the past from a place NOT requiring prescription, but he will, at least then, only sell to East coast area of usa. He is in Philippines . I haven't ordered from there in quite a while - I don't like xanax nor any other benzodiapenes. I am not in the east coast area anymore - yes he did have zolpidem then also, maybe still does, but i am not in East coast area anymore so would have the extra problem of having it forwarded in the mail
Im in the UK and they are a UK based service I think UK Meds Direct
 
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zmth

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Jun 23, 2019
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I have managed to get 28 Zopiclone Sleeping Pills does anyone know if I take them all it will kill me I haver to get out of this suffering today the tinnitus is even louder if that's possible its horrendous
Have heard another thing that some have reported for suicide is using amitriptyline and perhaps a few other misc. substances and you will find several reports of that on internet but it is not nearly as for sure as barbituates, eg N, seconal, tuinol etc. all of which we know have been essentially discontinued though amitriptyline is still being commonly produced for humans. I have done it before . It is actually classified as a tricyclic antidepressant . My experience was I would say somewhat opposite - quite a depressant and made me sleepy without really any euphoria and i did not really like it much.
Im in the UK and they are a UK based service I think UK Meds Direct
Yea and i understand they won't sell to USA unfortunately. I got Zopiclone last a couple years ago in person in Vietnam where anyone can buy it over counter no questions asked. Cambodia is even easier to get things - in one pharmacy atleast for only 25cents US for regular 10mg Zolpidem and have also bought Ketamine directly from them several times as can anyone - though Ketamine is strictly against regulation to sell in pharmacy in Cambodia but there is a few pharmacies that will
 
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barny

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Jun 17, 2019
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that will be useless. ive ordered 90 but apparently that still might not work
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
Have heard another thing that some have reported for suicide is using amitriptyline and perhaps a few other misc. substances and you will find several reports of that on internet but it is not nearly as for sure as barbituates, eg N, seconal, tuinol etc. all of which we know have been essentially discontinued though amitriptyline is still being commonly produced for humans. I have done it before . It is actually classified as a tricyclic antidepressant . My experience was I would say somewhat opposite - quite a depressant and made me sleepy without really any euphoria and i did not really like it much.

Yea and i understand they won't sell to USA unfortunately. I got Zopiclone last a couple years ago in person in Vietnam where anyone can buy it over counter no questions asked. Cambodia is even easier to get things - in one pharmacy atleast for only 25cents US for regular 10mg Zolpidem and have also bought Ketamine directly from them several times as can anyone - though Ketamine is strictly against regulation to sell in pharmacy in Cambodia but there is a few pharmacies that will
Are you struggling to sleep too I cant for this deafening tinnitus which is slowly killing me ive so had enough of living like this no life whatsoever its cruel nothing but this would have ever brought me to this site I hoped someone could help me 23 months deafening hammering roaring tinnitus im going out of my mind don't know why I keep describing it I think its in the hope someone says I know what that is or try this or that ive tried everything I can think of its just got worse and worse and I don't know why
that will be useless. ive ordered 90 but apparently that still might not work
Surley 90 would kill you has to doesn't it that's an awful lot I don't think I could even swallow that many
 
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Jun 7, 2019
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@Susan Caswell, unfortunately it's not like in the movies – Zopiclone no matter the dose will just knock you out - how long for is dose dependant. The longer you are knocked out the more likely you are to damage your kidneys etc. I made this mistake and tried to OD on Zopiclone - woke up in an intensify care unit and was then transferred to the psych ward. With the old style barbiturate sleeping tablets it was easy to OD.

To look for alternative methods the PPH March 2019 can be found here. It's written by 2 doctors, and regularly updated. I suggest you read it rather than rely purely on this forum.
 
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Susan Caswell

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@Susan Caswell, unfortunately it's not like in the movies – Zopiclone no matter the dose will just knock you out - how long for is dose dependant. The longer you are knocked out the more likely you are to damage your kidneys etc. I made this mistake and tried to OD on Zopiclone - woke up in an intensify care unit and was then transferred to the psych ward. With the old style barbiturate sleeping tablets it was easy to OD.

To look for alternative methods the PPH March 2019 can be found here. It's written by 2 doctors, and regularly updated. I suggest you read it rather than rely purely on this forum.
Yes I understand I have leaned on this forum too much hoping someone can help me but I know there is only me who can survive this or not and get off this planet myself so sad sorry for your suffering whatever brings you here so sorry
 
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Apr 29, 2019
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Susan,

If I could give you my N, I would, you need it much more than I do. I wish I could transport it on a flight but I don't think I can.

Have you tried at all to order it?
 
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Susan Caswell

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Susan,

If I could give you my N, I would, you need it much more than I do. I wish I could transport it on a flight but I don't think I can.

Have you tried at all to order it?
I have tried several times getting more desperate by the day as I get more demented its mentally horrific as well as physically I was so well cant understand it racked my brains for cause I just have no clue wish I did I feel cheated I worked hard looked after so many people I was always ok if everyone around me were ok had so much medically and recovered I would take any of it but this anything to wreck me like this I don't look like me don't feel like me wish it would stop as quick as it came but it never once has let up in 23 months 24/7 its horrific I cant survive this I cant stay like this rest of my life I still had such plans hopes dreams all it had to do was not come why me why this why now and why as extreme as this millions of people live with tinnitus work go out look ok feel ok but I think if you can live with it must be milder or moderate maskable manageable or personality even although I was strong always fixed treated sorted myself out but this has beaten me I wish id hadn't the anxiety alone is horrific now who heard of loosing all your hair with anxiety that alone would tip me over the edge wish someone could get it for me but think its too risky and I wouldn't want to put anyone at any kind of risk looks like jumping or stopping eating and drinking cant think what else to do unless I make remarkable recovery real soon and I cant see this stopping not now it would of by now no human being can live with prolonged noise at this levey day in day out way too much thanks for you offer by the way
 
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I have tried several times getting more desperate by the day as I get more demented its mentally horrific as well as physically I was so well cant understand it racked my brains for cause I just have no clue wish I did I feel cheated I worked hard looked after so many people I was always ok if everyone around me were ok had so much medically and recovered I would take any of it but this anything to wreck me like this I don't look like me don't feel like me wish it would stop as quick as it came but it never once has let up in 23 months 24/7 its horrific I cant survive this I cant stay like this rest of my life I still had such plans hopes dreams all it had to do was not come why me why this why now and why as extreme as this millions of people live with tinnitus work go out look ok feel ok but I think if you can live with it must be milder or moderate maskable manageable or personality even although I was strong always fixed treated sorted myself out but this has beaten me I wish id hadn't the anxiety alone is horrific now who heard of loosing all your hair with anxiety that alone would tip me over the edge wish someone could get it for me but think its too risky and I wouldn't want to put anyone at any kind of risk looks like jumping or stopping eating and drinking cant think what else to do unless I make remarkable recovery real soon and I cant see this stopping not now it would of by now no human being can live with prolonged noise at this levey day in day out way too much thanks for you offer by the way
There are other methods. Im so sorry youre going through this. Im going through something similiar.
 
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LifeIsNotFun

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Jun 1, 2019
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You won't die from a Zoplicone overdose. Sleeping pills just knock you out, and you'll just be in an extensive long sleep, but you won't die. You'll just end up in emergency after, or worse case a psych card.
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
You won't die from a Zoplicone overdose. Sleeping pills just knock you out, and you'll just be in an extensive long sleep, but you won't die. You'll just end up in emergency after, or worse case a psych card.
Wish I die naturally heart attack done. Ive taken 6 Zopiclone last night to just sleep stuid Tinnitus and Hyperacusis horrific I feel so ill with the anxiety too im so ready to go wish its was easier than this never thought id be contemplating such a thing but no one can live with this kind of noise in your own ears the human body not designed for this much noise or stress why me why now why all ive ever done is work hard look after people look after myself really ate and lived healthy I could have taken lived with tolerated anything but this its worse than being tortured alive no peace no quiet no rest all it had to do was not come I was so calm content happy lovely life never thought id get anything like this never thought it existed like like not this loud its as loud as workmans pneumatic drill cant keep this up now I tried and tired to cope live with it but its not possible im terrified sorry to rabbit so sorry
 
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Jun 27, 2019
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Wish I die naturally heart attack done. Ive taken 6 Zopiclone last night to just sleep stuid Tinnitus and Hyperacusis horrific I feel so ill with the anxiety too im so ready to go wish its was easier than this never thought id be contemplating such a thing but no one can live with this kind of noise in your own ears the human body not designed for this much noise or stress why me why now why all ive ever done is work hard look after people look after myself really ate and lived healthy I could have taken lived with tolerated anything but this its worse than being tortured alive no peace no quiet no rest all it had to do was not come I was so calm content happy lovely life never thought id get anything like this never thought it existed like like not this loud its as loud as workmans pneumatic drill cant keep this up now I tried and tired to cope live with it but its not possible im terrified sorry to rabbit so sorry
You can look at the methods if you are afraid of ordering N. Amitripyline or SN are always an option.
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
You can look at the methods if you are afraid of ordering N. Amitripyline or SN are always an option.
Thank you I so want to get well if this deafening Tinnitus would stop id get well but I cant get it down let alone stopped thank you for replying never thought I could be this ill I think its the dementing nature 24/7 so loud both ears its knocking me so sick cant get over it or whats caused it even sad if I could tolerate it live with it like other people can but how can you live any kind of a life with drilling hammering roaring in your own ears its horrific which id just have heart attack done gone its so hard to take your own life which I have discovered but then it would never have crossed my mind before ever I was so well heathy happy think im going brain dead now going over and over the same thing so sorry I think its in the hope someone can stop this tinnitus for me I want it to stop let me get on with life again but I cant like this its deafening anxiety really bad and this hyperacusis too much when all normal sounds thunder through me what did I do to deserve this I worked damn hard looked after myself well and others I could have taken any other condition on the plant but this its driving me demented no let up never stops louder and louder every day it was loud day it started but now its too much human beings aren't designed to take continual noise like this let alone 23 months of such anxiety its caused. Why is there no cure for this I don't even know whats caused it came on from nowhere ive recoverd from cancer and a big back operation but this horrendous id take either of those over this I just don't want to be here like this its no ones life and I was so busy doing lovely things this is cruel
 
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Thank you I so want to get well if this deafening Tinnitus would stop id get well but I cant get it down let alone stopped thank you for replying never thought I could be this ill I think its the dementing nature 24/7 so loud both ears its knocking me so sick cant get over it or whats caused it even sad if I could tolerate it live with it like other people can but how can you live any kind of a life with drilling hammering roaring in your own ears its horrific which id just have heart attack done gone its so hard to take your own life which I have discovered but then it would never have crossed my mind before ever I was so well heathy happy think im going brain dead now going over and over the same thing so sorry I think its in the hope someone can stop this tinnitus for me I want it to stop let me get on with life again but I cant like this its deafening anxiety really bad and this hyperacusis too much when all normal sounds thunder through me what did I do to deserve this I worked damn hard looked after myself well and others I could have taken any other condition on the plant but this its driving me demented no let up never stops louder and louder every day it was loud day it started but now its too much human beings aren't designed to take continual noise like this let alone 23 months of such anxiety its caused. Why is there no cure for this I don't even know whats caused it came on from nowhere ive recoverd from cancer and a big back operation but this horrendous id take either of those over this I just don't want to be here like this its no ones life and I was so busy doing lovely things this is cruel
I hope this board helps you
 
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Susan Caswell

Specialist
Feb 25, 2019
316
Susan,

If I could give you my N, I would, you need it much more than I do. I wish I could transport it on a flight but I don't think I can.

Have you tried at all to order it?
Hi do you still have your N would you send me it very desperate now cant to get Switzerland with lockdown but too ill to get there now I don't know how id pay you but I need to end this and soon I cant live tortured to death with this noise I cant stand it if I could chop my head off I would I wish I dare jump im terrified I don't die and crippled with deafening tinnitus or cabbage I cant believe this has even happened or why I was so well just don't know what set it off I cant stand any noise now not even paper or light switch kettle anything my own voice vibrates and echoes ears cant amplify like this I had a life all was so happy calm well really well I still don't know what set this off I cant live with this almost 3 years ive tried to cope live with it just too much for me I had to have quiet peace calm look nice feel well live life to the full I have everything I could want and nothing I wish I could get well this stop or die in bed here at home this is like being tortured to death I don't deserve this no one does you cant live with no quiet peace ive 4 noises both ears deafening jet plane roaring hammering I can feel and workmans drill plus hissing then all normal noises are deafening anxiety is horrific weight loss all my hair body bouncing and shaking cant eat or sleep cant live this way I cant survive this ive never heard of tinnitus like this why me this server that I want to have to die wish it had never come when I think how id be so well so happy living lovely life I was such a happy calm person can you send me your N do you think please think about it please try x
 
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Scooby-Doo

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Oct 10, 2019
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This guy has made some videos that some av found helpful. Its first vid if it doesn't direct you straight to it. Under video gives you link on how to habituate. I feel for you, it must be horrendous being like that all the time.

Sorry I thought the link would direct you to YouTube. Lol
His name is Glenn Schweitzer. You can look him up on Google and YouTube.
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
This guy has made some videos that some av found helpful. Its first vid if it doesn't direct you straight to it. Under video gives you link on how to habituate. I feel for you, it must be horrendous being like that all the time.

Sorry I thought the link would direct you to YouTube. Lol
His name is Glenn Schweitzer. You can look him up on Google and YouTube.

Thank you yes its horrific day after day its like being tortured to death slowly
 
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Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
Thank you yes its horrific day after day its like being tortured to death slowly
I moved In wiv in with my dad and it was infested wiv fleas. Moved out got it fumigated, got my own place. Almost 2 years later I'm itching, my skin crawling and even got my car and flat fumigated. I felt great afterwards but went back to work and it started again. Told it's all in my head but I'm sure it isn't. I'm sick of it but it's nothing like what your going through. You sound like a very strong person and I'm hoping you can fight this with the right tools. From what I've read of this it could be an underlining medical condition. Shud get your self checked out. Yours sounds horrendous all the time. They talk about spikes but yours seems to be bad constantly. If u notice it goes worse at certain times, making a journal might help. I wish you all the best. X
 
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Susan Caswell

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Feb 25, 2019
316
I moved In wiv in with my dad and it was infested wiv fleas. Moved out got it fumigated, got my own place. Almost 2 years later I'm itching, my skin crawling and even got my car and flat fumigated. I felt great afterwards but went back to work and it started again. Told it's all in my head but I'm sure it isn't. I'm sick of it but it's nothing like what your going through. You sound like a very strong person and I'm hoping you can fight this with the right tools. From what I've read of this it could be an underlining medical condition. Shud get your self checked out. Yours sounds horrendous all the time. They talk about spikes but yours seems to be bad constantly. If u notice it goes worse at certain times, making a journal might help. I wish you all the best. X
Thanks ive tried everything possible and all medical routes they cant find cause and I cant live with it any longer its horrific never quiet but deafening even my own voice makes my ears vibrate its like being tortured to death x
 
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JSauter

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Oct 14, 2019
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Susan, I have had tinnitus for 11 years now. At first it was horrible and I couldn't get any sleep..and my ear felt painful, now I don't even notice it and it doesn't bother me. I've habituated to it. You'll get there.
 
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Scooby-Doo

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Are you in UK? Surely GP shud be trying to help you, if not see a different one. Have you tried tinnitus clinics. You should be getting some kind of help for it. Let them know how deafening it is and you've zero quality of life. Surely there must be a specialist out there that can help. Your doctor mustn't b doing their job letting you go on like this. X
If your in UK you should be referred to tinnitus retraining therapy. It's mainly private but those that have it severely get it on NHS. I think it's habituating with guidance. If you've tried it before maybe different with the right guadince. Xx
 
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