mimiopo22
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- Dec 4, 2020
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do not ask the reason for this question, but what would you do if one day you found yourself a voice completely different from yours but uglier and lower? how would you feel every time you have to talk?
I no longer have my voice, I was able to change it by myself while instead I was trying to perfect it and instead I ruined it. i can't get over it, i want ctb.Immagino che all'inizio mi sentirei davvero imbarazzato, ma non ho scelta e la supererò perché è la mia voce e prima o poi dovrò parlare. Inoltre, quelli che ridono della mia voce, possono andare al diavolo lol
it was what I wanted too at a time when I heard it too shrill and I ruined it trust me you wouldn't want it. at that moment I felt the soul come out of my body and I suffer from depersonalization and derealization ever since. I have no more emotions and I have created a monster even mentally because my faculty of thought has been totally distorted and I have also become evil and selfish. I also didn't like my voice but since I ruined it I haven't talked to anyone anymore. I feel like a garbage can and this dark voice makes me feel even more like a dump.This is so fitting to me, as I've always hated my voice anyway. I know it's such a random trivial thing to dislike about yourself, but I despise my speaking voice. If I were to wake up tomorrow with a deeper voice, I may end up liking it. I dunno why, but I've always wanted maybe a slightly deeper tone, or specifically cute female voice, you know the one.
Fun fact: Apparently we cannot hear the specific tones in our own voices, so even when hearing them played back on recordings or videos we aren't hearing what we actually sound like. Maybe unrelated, but interesting nonetheless.
That really sounds quite terrifying.it was what I wanted too at a time when I heard it too shrill and I ruined it trust me you wouldn't want it. at that moment I felt the soul come out of my body and I suffer from depersonalization and derealization ever since. I have no more emotions and I have created a monster even mentally because my faculty of thought has been totally distorted and I have also become evil and selfish. I also didn't like my voice but since I ruined it I haven't talked to anyone anymore. I feel like a garbage can and this dark voice makes me feel even more like a dump.
if you want I can explain how it happened, if you are curious. i should just copy and paste. I don't care to blurt out my story like this, I've kept the secret for many years mixed with a huge sense of guilt and now I don't care anymore, I'm not ashamed anymore, so much in a while ctb My parents would be ashamed if ctb for such a thing not understanding the importance it has for me and how much it has ruined my life leaving me unsavable in all ways and senses. there could be errors in the text because I'm using google translate to communicate?Sembra davvero terrificante.
your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.... sarebbe un miglioramento. Sarei piacevolmente sorpreso, suppongo.
O almeno non mi sentirei più la nausea ogni volta che ascolto la mia eco o le mie registrazioni ...
your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.... sarebbe un miglioramento. Sarei piacevolmente sorpreso, suppongo.
O almeno non mi sentirei più la nausea ogni volta che ascolto la mia eco o le mie registrazioni ...
i don't understandDifficilmente parla con qualcuno che si sta preparando per ctb, .. non saprebbe nemmeno se la voce cambia.
My voice is already as disgusting as it could possibly be. If it deepened (lowered in timbre), it would sound at least slightly better.your voice gets worse and you are no longer ashamed of it? I do not understand.
This may be a bit different than what you asked but still somewhat related I think. I have Lyme Disease. One of the neurological symptoms I sometimes get, is that when I talk it doesn't feel like I'm the one who is talking. I hear myself completely differently and it makes me struggle with my pronunciation. It also comes with physical exhaustion and a weird unpleasant sensation in my head. This is probably the symptom I hate the most. It is quite frankly unbearable so when it happens, I just stop talking until it goes away. I don't get it that often fortunately.do not ask the reason for this question, but what would you do if one day you found yourself a voice completely different from yours but uglier and lower? how would you feel every time you have to talk?
I don't have your disease, but I get the same thing.This may be a bit different than what you asked but still somewhat related I think. I have Lyme Disease. One of the neurological symptoms I sometimes get, is that when I talk it doesn't feel like I'm the one who is talking. I hear myself completely differently and it makes me struggle with my pronunciation. It also comes with physical exhaustion and a weird unpleasant sensation in my head. This is probably the symptom I hate the most. It is quite frankly unbearable so when it happens, I just stop talking until it goes away. I don't get it that often fortunately.
When it happens, it seems I am the only one who is hearing myself differently. Others don't notice anything unusual.
I'm sorry to hear that. Yes I don't know what is the cause in your case but for some people it is neurological (that's the case for me) while for others it is psychological. It's part of what is called depersonalization if I recall correctly.I don't have your disease, but I get the same thing.
Yes, with depersonalization you do not recognize your voice. I have it and the voice is not really mine but so I am doubly confused. I know you don't understand, the story of my life is very strangeMi dispiace sentirlo. Sì, non so quale sia la causa nel tuo caso ma per alcune persone è neurologica (questo è il caso per me) mentre per altri è psicologica. Fa parte di quella che viene chiamata spersonalizzazione se ricordo bene.
Yes, with depersonalization you do not recognize your voice. I have it and the voice is not really mine but so I am doubly confused. I know you don't understand, the story of my life is very strangeMi dispiace sentirlo. Sì, non so quale sia la causa nel tuo caso ma per alcune persone è neurologica (questo è il caso per me) mentre per altri è psicologica. Fa parte di quella che viene chiamata spersonalizzazione se ricordo bene.
what are you talking about in the first few lines? what happened to you?The same thing that happened the first time, not speak for a few days until I absolutely have to and then just ride out all the comments about it. Not much more you can do unless it's a health issue you can ask your doctor about.
I'm a guy, so my voice cracked, but alot later than most becasue I delayed/stunted puberty. I got alot of people taking the piss out of me for being peter pan before, and then after because my voice sounded too deep for my petite arse lol!what are you talking about in the first few lines? what happened to you?