LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,785
Hiya friends,

There's a thread about New Year's resolutions for 2024 on Suicide Discussion section, and many people say they're going to CTB in 2024.


I'm afraid recovery-oriented posts sound a bit invalidating to people who are in intense pain right now.
I'm trying to stay positive, or at least put a positive spin on my miserable existence. So I posted this thread - may it light a spark of hope...

I think every resolution counts, no matter how small it is - just existing on the earth needs perseverance.

I'll start:

My problems might have no solution,
And my life could take a nosedive,
But at least this year, I'll stay alive -
This is my first resolution.
 
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jinx <3

jinx <3

💮she/her🏳️‍⚧️
Apr 12, 2023
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I also have your desire for putting a positive spin on whatever I can, even if it's really hard. I try not to add to negative feelings if at all possible. So in that spirit I will share my new year's resolutions for 2024. I enjoyed the formatting of your resolutions, so I will also write poetically, but I can't promise it'll be any good.

What to do,
but something new,
Add one thing to what I can do.
(basically, learn one skill or something adjacent)

also:

Maintain breathe,
Avoid death.
(stay alive)
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
231
Considering everything is connected, I'm going with this:

Joy and pain
Always remain
I'll use my talents
To keep them in balance

Hoping for
A great '24
For all of us!
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
958
I need a purpose to live, don't know what it is so finding it is my resolution.

Now I'm lost
But I'm trying not to be
May I find the purpose I need
And fulfill the goal I seek
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,785
Happy New Year!
Thank you for posting, and I'm glad you wrote in verse!

What to do,
but something new,
Add one thing to what I can do.
(basically, learn one skill or something adjacent)

also:

Maintain breathe,
Avoid death.
(stay alive)
May you be able to Continue To Breathe (CTB.)
And I think new skills can be a game changer. Good luck 💙💛

Considering everything is connected, I'm going with this:

Joy and pain
Always remain
I'll use my talents
To keep them in balance

Hoping for
A great '24
For all of us!
Very wise - I want to do that too. In 2014 I attempted partial hanging - I was so exhausted and tried to avoid all pain, and it resulted in premature CTB attempt. I'm still suicidal but I've recovered significantly since then, to the point where I started to think I can have joy again.

I need a purpose to live, don't know what it is so finding it is my resolution.

Now I'm lost
But I'm trying not to be
May I find the purpose I need
And fulfill the goal I seek
Finding a purpose in life is notoriously hard, so I think it's okay to be temporary one.
I've lost my online friend in 2023. They seemed to CTB. They loved fitness so much and I started exercising at the gym partly because of them, so I decided to continue exercising to honor them. This is my temporary purpose in life. I don't know whether it makes the point or not, but it's okay.



Also, my New Year's resolution is 3840 x 2160 - I wish I could be rich by selling my screen real estate.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

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Nov 24, 2023
357
I think mine will be to leave the state I'm in and try to find a long term partner that isn't crazy AF. Lol
 
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nembutal

nembutal

everything will be okay in the end
Jul 14, 2022
334
i need a boyfriend
 
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Blackpepperpancake

Blackpepperpancake

Help me to breathe
Nov 22, 2023
55
Mine will be
1. Work abroad (at least a year)
2. Draw comic
3. Self care (Physical, mental)
4. dgaf about the society and this world
 
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