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Finalnight

Finalnight

Cbting 07/03/24, love you all.
Aug 16, 2023
214
What's your main method to CTB, your backup method, your ideal method and the one you'd totally not go with??

My methods

Main: SN
Backup: Jumping
Ideal: N
Never: Hanging
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
292
Main: SN
Backup: Gun
Ideal: SN
Nope: Train/ Falling from heights
 
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Untimely

Untimely

Student
Apr 21, 2023
164
Main: SN
Backup: Jump
Ideal: N
Nope: Anything painful
 
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juna

Exhausted...
Mar 4, 2024
192
I did not get access to SN yet. So, I am thinking about drowning in a bath tub while sleeping after drinking a lot of alcohol, not sure if that would work but I am going to try that. Although, I wish I would get my hands on some drugs like fentanyl and just OD
 
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tbroken

tbroken

Wizard
Feb 22, 2024
690
Main: SN
Backup: Hang
Ideal: SN
Nope: Train/ Falling from heights
 
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strangelife

strangelife

Specialist
Feb 16, 2024
364
Sn
Nitrogen
I would wish fent and heroin od
Never: jumping, train, gun, and all messy and bloody
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
939
Main: Pills & Pool
Backup: Pills & Pool
Ideal: OD
Nope: Firearms/Poisoning
 
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WaitingPatiently

WaitingPatiently

:(
Mar 29, 2023
38
Main: Partial is really the only viable choice for me. It wasn't that bad, until the rope snapped.

Backup: Guns
Ideal: N or SN
Never: Jumping or Drowning
 
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hana0

hana0

Member
May 27, 2023
29
Main: partial hanging
Backup: full hanging/SN
Ideal: partial hanging/exit bag
Never: jumping
 
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Squidward

Squidward

This is as brave as I know how to be...
Apr 18, 2018
80
Main: Compressed inert gas + plastic bag
Backup: Whatever is still available I guess, I can't plan for failure and expect to succeed at the same time.
Ideal: Drowning (Survivors often describe their last conscious moments as remarkably peaceful and I've spent many years romanticizing it as a way to ultimately "conquer" the panic that paralyzes me in life.)
Never: Anything needlessly public or gory.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Main: Suspension hanging or inert gas
Backup: h2s or CO
Never: train, SN or jumping
Holy grail: fentanyl
 
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Charcoal

Charcoal

Member
Mar 11, 2024
66
Only SN for me.
I disabled and itยดs not a other method for me, that can make myself.

I have all resources what i need.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,315
Main: CO or drug/med OD
Backup: Cyanide (for an "emergency", may be painful but fast and effective!)
Ideal: N
Never: Jumping, train, hanging, drowning
 
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pace_of_the_future

Member
Mar 10, 2024
42
Main: SN backup: more SN second backup:Rope last resort: knife
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
188
Main: SN/N
Backup: hanging
Ideal: N
never: gun or trails
 
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mtoro998

Experienced
Feb 29, 2024
268
Main: SN or Nitrogen
Backup: hanging
Ideal: Nitrogen
never: gun, fire, drowning, jumping, bleach.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Main: SN (used to be partial but decided to do a little digging)
Backup: partial
Ideal: The holy grail N
Never: gun, train, jumping
 
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Cakeisalie

Cakeisalie

"A man chooses, a slave obeys."
Sep 7, 2020
134
Main: CO+SN.
Backup:SN,Jump,DDMAPH,Fentanyl od
Ideal:N or Gun(brainstem),DDMAPH,fentanyl.
Fubar:Jumping,SN,hanging,any method.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
Main: SN
Backup: Hanging/jumping
Ideal: N/gun
Never: Fire, rat poison, drowning

Wish I could get fentanyl or N in my country
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,654
Main: SN
Backup: Jump from a great height
Ideal: Inert gas kit (done professionally)
Never: Jump in front of a car/train.
 
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Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
267
Main: Gun (rifle or handgun, .223 caliber or above)
Backup: Jumping or hanging, gun (shotgun)
Last resort: train
Never: Self-immolation, starvation, stabbing to death, SN, overdose
 
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xmissellax

Need My Peace
Feb 25, 2024
113
So many doing SN. Would be nice to just have a big online SN party and do it altogether with no consequences lol. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ

Main: SN
Backup: Jumping
Last resort: Train (but don't think I could) / Drowning if desperate
Never: Hanging, overdose
Ideal: N, fentanyl or intert gas
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,885
My ideal method would of course be Nembutal as it sounds the most peaceful, it'd be such a relief to be able to peacefully fall into an eternal sleep, I really despise this hellish world where such ways to die aren't accessible. To me it's evil how there is the absence of peaceful and guaranteed ways to die even know existing truly is nothing but suffering.
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
Main: Partial hanging
Backup: Full suspension hanging
Ideal: Shotgun to head
Never: Drowning
 
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terra.nuvo

Student
Feb 15, 2024
180
Main: CO
Backup: Night Night
Ideal: SN
Never: Jumping
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,323
There can be only one top method. But I'll list my top 3 and keep the order to myself so i don't get criticized for the oder
All of these methods are very reliable if one does them correctly
--- SN

Why. Very low probability of permanent damage if brought to the hospital . I haven't seen any cases of permanent damage to my satisfaction that it was that

-- .N nembutal . Painlessly go to sleep in 5 min. It is anesthesia imo so no pain

Shotgun . Instantly my brain explodes so no pain. Squeezing trigger is like the proverbial button. Only have to get myself to pull trigger
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
547
Main: Train
Backup: Jump
Ideal: Euthanasia/Assisted suicide or Shotgun.
Nope: Drowning/hanging.
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,141
Main: Sn
Backup: Drowning/hypothermia with alcohol and downers
Ideal: N
Never: gory, painful or unpeaceful methods
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Main: drowning
Backup: drowning
Ideal: N
Nope: hanging
 
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Dliena

Dliena

๐š‚๐š‚ ๐™ผ๐šŽ๐š–๐š‹๐šŽ๐š› ๐™ฝ๐š˜. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Main: Hanging
Backup: Jumping
Ideal: Cutting and Bleeding
Never: Self Immolation
 
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