Your final acts? How far in advance?

[sanctionedusage]

It might be tonight. I'll practice a hangmans knot once or twice more but honestly whatever I end up with will have to work. I'll have to disable a security camera in my backyard if I do it there or drag a ladder with me like the sketchiest weirdo ever if I go to the public park.

Its a bit late for me so I'm just spitballing here. I was thinking I'd like to donate all my clothes; they're literally all stuffed into garbage bags bc I don't have a proper bedroom or a closet/dresser to myself anymore. All packed and ready to bring to the thrift, but it just closed an hour ago. I think they'd just be thrown into the trash otherwise since my family 'doesn't believe' in donating clothing.

I have like a measly 2k to my name right now. Not sure what I'd do with that, maybe browse tiktok for someone looking for vet bill help or something like that and dump it all there. I could also leave it to my parents to take care of my cat but they're honestly fine financially. And it'd be suspicious.

I think that's all I have 2 garbage bags of clothes and $2k. Don't think I'd even need more than an hour to get all this "sorted" bc my life never even began.

 

[Harrier]

I wish you peace in whatever you decide.

Be safe, and travel well, whether in this world or beyond.

If you choose to stay here, me and others will be here to talk.