Your ctb plan

[tevati]

Do you have anything planed with like date, delayed emails, where you force yourself to die? How it's looking or you just don't give a fuck and ctb more or less spontaneously?

 

[Roadkill]

No emails.. I don't want to be rescued in case I fail with the gunshot to my head. I plan on letting my body rot, so even if I fail with the shot, I would still end up dead from lack of water/blood loss, or something else.. I'd hate to be rescued after a failed gun shot to the head. I might be laying there paralyzed and injured for a few days, but eventually I'd die with no medical help.

 

[Smilla]

I'm planning as best I can which is one of the reasons I am still here—tasks left undone which I need to complete; notes to write; cleaning to do.

 

[TAW122]

If there is anything, it would just be for family or the people I want to notify. However, if it is electronic, then it would be either delayed or hidden behind some encryption (which will take time to get to). I don't think I will elaborate as much as I do on here when explaining my ctb, other than just apologizing and trying to ease the pain. Since my method is instantaneous (gunshot to the brainstem via shotgun) or at most a few minutes (if my body doesn't instantly die) while being unconscious, I am doing everything I can to buy myself as much time as I can and also making it difficult for EMT, first responders to reach me so I don't get revived, rescued, stopped if in the event that I didn't instantly die. I am very confident that I will die on the spot since I've practiced my aim and positioning of the barrel in my mouth.

 

[Jiva]

I tried it several times and always spontaneously. It is a matter of current feelings. Have a concrete date can be scary. My sole firm decision is use a complete hanging.

 

[bigj75]

Hotel
No email

 

[stargazer]

No emails, only a handwritten note nearby, no letters, no phone on me, nothing. Just a watch maybe.

I'm still holding out for responses to the partners mega thread. My likely methods will either be charcoal or hanging, or N. I wouldn't do SN even if my partner offered to share, it's just not something I'm keen on personally but that's only me.

I hope to be out within days or no later than mid-late January 2019.

Swedish guy as I call him back in 2010 made partial look so easy and painless but then the offsite wiki said he'd taken some alcohol/painkillers or some stuff. Who knows whether it helped or hindered or even if that was what finished him off and not just the hanging, whatever.

So yeah. Trying to keep things down low but also not wanting to fail or slip up, and all just giving zero thoughts to how I'll be remembered or how I'll be forgotten, none of those things almost even a note, doesn't bother me. I'll be gone, I hope :)
(So who cares how I'll be remembered). Ha.

 

[Jiva]

I failed several times. So i can´t send any letter. It is the terrible idea, i will send a letter and my suicide will fail.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I need to tie up loose ends first and then I'm good to go by the end of February. Everything will be meticulously planned out because my last OD was spur of the moment and failed. I'm currently waiting for the holidays to end to get my supplies and start booking the hotel, etc.

 

[c-n]

No E-Mails. Suicide pact by hanging.
Probably a suicide note near to my body resp. our bodies.

 

[DariaBuPL]

I just planned what I want to write down on the paper for my loved ones, and also already know where I want to try to do it.
The only thing that I'm not sure about is when. Wanted to do it after Christmas, but then decided to wait till my brother's wedding in June. Now I'm not sure anymore if I want to live till then...

 

[YukiFox]

Well, I imagine two scenarios, whatever comes first, great:
Scenario 1: I'll die alone. Fasting at least 24 hours before. Take a bath, put a white dress, set up some music. Recite mantras a lot on the last hour of my life. Then, I pad my neck, put the noose, and proceed to hanging (partial or full suspension).
Scenario 2: I'll make a suicide pact. The day of our deaths will be set up all the stuff and before take our lives we'll make love. Then we take a shower together and put some fresh clothes, me a white dress. When we stand at the stools and set up the padding and tie the nooses around our necks, we hug and kiss for the last time, and, for preventing to chicken out to each other, we'll kick the stools at the same time.
On both scenarios I don't leave suicide note on the scene. Perhaps I'll make one, but certainly don't leave at the place when I'll be hanged.

 

[xXSarac3nSlay3rXx]

I just want my first attempt to be my only attempt. I'm only going to use a method that has a high probability of working. Previously, I wanted to get a shotgun, but I've decided that's too messy. I've decided on using nitrogen now so that I won't leave a mess.

I still need to write a note and/or will. I want to arrange for the police to find my body rather than my family or friends: I want to spare them the trauma. Is there any good way to posthumously contact 911? I want to ensure that there is enough time to do the deed without being found.

After I'm dead, I want usable tissue/corneas to be harvested from my body or to become a cadaver. I suppose I can still be cremated after either procedure if my parents wish to do so. I don't want my family to have to deal with burial/funeral costs.

 

[JohnUK]

I hope to go within the next 23 to 53 days, by end of April

 

[Edrudd]

Until the end of the year