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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

I’ll cross my heart, I’ll hope to die
Dec 9, 2022
335
You hear fireworks going off and all you think about is gunshots to the head
 
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nopointinlife

Student
Mar 11, 2022
111
You watch the opening ctb jump scene in Lethal Weapon over and over again
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,370
You've spent most of Christmas eve awake thinking about your CTB method while remembering 35 years ago, you were only too anxious to get to sleep so Santa would come.
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

I'm in hell
Jul 23, 2022
4,711
When you have about 2 weeks of life left (hopefully).
 
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Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
284
When your mother tells you what a disappointment you are, wants you to go away, never to return etc etc. People are so blind to my misery😂
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,279
...you spend hours on a suicide forum trying to forget that it's Christmas.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
You make snide remarks about how attractive cis women got the best present ever when they were born the correct sex, and that you want to die since you didn't.
 
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moggedtodeath

moggedtodeath

Member
Nov 5, 2022
87
You're researching handguns.
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,411
You think hang yourself like a "decoration"
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
Wondering if full suspension from a Xmas tree might be feasible
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,728
In my case simply just existing makes me aware of the fact that I'm suicidal. I spend every waking moment wishing to be free from this world as I'm tired of being here.
But, yes fireworks are so horrible to me, I'm glad I've heard none recently where I live but I know that it always gets bad around the start of the new year. Unnecessary noise which disturbs sleep is definitely one of the things that makes me wish to ctb even more.
 
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Reallysad

Student
Nov 23, 2022
101
Wake up alone with your 3kids gone in a empty house .it's terrible ,would not wish it on my worst enemy
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
you consider tuning in for the king's speech
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,512
Suicidal is the default for all cheerful festivities
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
When your mother tells you what a disappointment you are, wants you to go away, never to return etc etc. People are so blind to my misery😂
My mom said the same thing to me (over 30 yrs ago). That's why I seriously don't ever use that "D" word. Never. I hope you find some peace...even for a few moments.
 
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notthelifeiimagined

Member
Dec 18, 2022
10
When you've spent the day crying in bed wanting to end it all but haven't got the strength
 
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Lavender Dreams

Lavender Dreams

serial vapist
Nov 5, 2022
72
When mom tells you that next year you'll have to put up decorations in some house you wanted to buy... Only your throat tightens and silence follows, because you know it's never happening.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
338
You drift off to sleep wishing you'd never wake up
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
When I've told everyone not to get me anything for Christmas and all I've done yesterday and today is think about my ctb day in a little less than 2 weeks
 
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lotus11

lotus11

Specialist
May 18, 2019
377
You have covid, pretend to everyone that you don't have it, so you can go into work, get paid for working Christmas day and avoid any family Christmas....
 
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