suffering
Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
- Aug 17, 2018
- 398
I just wanted to say this. I know I will probably never have the courage to CTB (I joined this forum when I though I did), but I can't stop coming here. You are the only ones who understand what it means to want to stop existing, and here we talk about so many topics, rant to each other and discuss things with honesty and compassion. I have no friends in real life and I have no family. I keep things to myself in real life. But here, on this forum, is where I can open up. You guys are my only friends. Maybe we never talked (I'm not very talkative), maybe we never commented on each other posts. But just a hug react is enough for me to feel connected. I love you guys.