Venting You guys are so lucky...

[Reapentence]

I'm rarely alone. I live in a busy household with my parents. This rules out almost every method. Frequently I see people hesitant about killing themselves, but if got my hands on SN and was alone... I would attempt right away. I feel trapped. There really is no way out for me.

 

[Katxe]

No way of jump from a high place or something like this, that you do not need to be at home?

 

[Sixfeetunder]

Are you a minor or an adult? If you're an adult, you could book a hotel room.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Sucks for you man. How old are you or do you have a disability?

 

[throwaway123]

I'm rarely alone. I live in a busy household with my parents. This rules out almost every method. Frequently I see people hesitant about killing themselves, but if got my hands on SN and was alone... I would attempt right away. I feel trapped. There really is no way out for me.

No, I am not lucky. I am in exactly the same situation. I know exactly how you feel. I don't think people like us are rare. Most of the people I've chatted with here live with their parents/relatives/friends....

 

[ThisIsTheEnd]

I'm rarely alone. I live in a busy household with my parents. This rules out almost every method. Frequently I see people hesitant about killing themselves, but if got my hands on SN and was alone... I would attempt right away. I feel trapped. There really is no way out for me.

I'm in the same boat. Unable to be alone, and unable to acquire the ingredients for many methods, because of family.

 

[Gray Wounds]

Lucky is a term far from being associated with me. Although my parents are always busy, they somehow give me some time off with myself and I just need to catch this sort of timing with them to ctb. And that's how it is for me before. Rn, it is not a matter of having a time with only myself to do it but it is a matter of actually being "me" and not having my brain take over, causing my attempts to be botched or made into a thing of torture which the tower wants.