KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
haven't seen her around for more than a month and half,
well I wish I didn't have the conversation with her regarding my own problem,
because there was confusion and misunderstanding built in for being delusional.
So some of you probably already know my major problem,
but basically she was curious and tipsy at the time when we had this particular conversation and asked if my situation would improve if she marries me lol
and it went downhill from there.
I feel really bad, because I'm a idealist often hanging on to unrealistic ideas/"false hopes" and I thought we could help each other or some shit.
I dont know what the f was going on in my head.
she later explained to me that she was under the influence and didnt mean it literally,
but what matters the most, as a SS internet friend, is that I hope she's okay.
Last time she spoke with me/other member, she was sorting sn and propranolol.
So it really isn't good.
I'm really sad because I was also in a soul-crushing situation, state of mind, but now I wish I had said something.
She was not her best when I last spoke to her.
I don't know. I just feel like it would be really sad if she killed herself.
And I don't know what to say to her if I'm to see her in another world.
I would probably cry like Im doing now.
I could've been a better friend.
well I wish I didn't have the conversation with her regarding my own problem,
because there was confusion and misunderstanding built in for being delusional.
So some of you probably already know my major problem,
but basically she was curious and tipsy at the time when we had this particular conversation and asked if my situation would improve if she marries me lol
and it went downhill from there.
I feel really bad, because I'm a idealist often hanging on to unrealistic ideas/"false hopes" and I thought we could help each other or some shit.
I dont know what the f was going on in my head.
she later explained to me that she was under the influence and didnt mean it literally,
but what matters the most, as a SS internet friend, is that I hope she's okay.
Last time she spoke with me/other member, she was sorting sn and propranolol.
So it really isn't good.
I'm really sad because I was also in a soul-crushing situation, state of mind, but now I wish I had said something.
She was not her best when I last spoke to her.
I don't know. I just feel like it would be really sad if she killed herself.
And I don't know what to say to her if I'm to see her in another world.
I would probably cry like Im doing now.
I could've been a better friend.
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