Yesterday was supposed to be my CTB day

[saturn1402]

long story short I have planned 14/02 as the day of my CTB.

Weeks ago i had a dream of God telling me to wait (i recently got very close to faith). I tried to brush it off but I felt like there have been more small signs for me to postpone the decision.

So here I am. Still alive, unfortunately. I plan to give myself 3/4 weeks to see if something good happens. If not, I can honestly say I gave life a real shot. I gave my all. I won't fight anymore.

 

[divinemistress36]

Thats cool you had a dream from the divine to stay

 

[slowdance]

What do you plan to do over the next month?

 

[saturn1402]

What do you plan to do over the next month?

i am planning to visit my family so in case I have already told them goodbye :)

Thats cool you had a dream from the divine to stay

I wonder if it was my SI

 

[slowdance]

i am planning to visit my family so in case I have already told them goodbye :)

I hope your visit goes well :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in whatever you decide.