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[want2dienow]

this seem pointless to even mention but thats just like me

today is the anniversary of FK. I know it's nothing to anyone here, but its a very daunting day today; the one that died with my hope.
worse my birthday is today as well and I still haven't taken the SN
happy birthday, slug; thanks zach i know no need to remind me ok

ive been trying to prevent this feeling yet it happens anyways
the thought of having SN feels surreal, in good way i feel relief i have something that can actually work in suicide for once.

it may not be as peaceful, but peaceful enough
save for a everlasting lifetime of agony.
&mockery (fk in the face of veiled doubt abandoned)

 

[jodes2]

What's FK?

 

[Huntfish34]

I'm sorry you are having to deal with all of that,. Hope it can change for the better. And your post isn't pointless at all,. It's what you are feeling / dealing with at the moment... That's worthy of a post Imho.

Happy Birthday to you as well! Take care if at all possible.

 

[takemenowpls]

Yes, happy birthday to you. And what you say is definitely not pointless, not at all.

 

[want2dienow]

What's FK?

final kismet

I'm sorry you are having to deal with all of that,. Hope it can change for the better. And your post isn't pointless at all,. It's what you are feeling / dealing with at the moment... That's worthy of a post Imho.

Happy Birthday to you as well! Take care if at all possible.

Yes, happy birthday to you. And what you say is definitely not pointless, not at all.

thanks i got a new sh scar at least