sickofbeinghere
sad girl
- Oct 27, 2021
- 56
Because my CPTSD and depression cause agoraphobia, I struggle to leave my flat or really live a normal life. I'm never able to send out any christmas cards.. and this year I felt really guilty when my gran sent me one, as my grandad passed recently and I know she's having a hard time. She also sent me money which she shouldn't do, but it's at least nice to know 1 remaining family member tries to support me (from a distance though). I only talk to her over email and my sister irl. anyway...I sent her back an e-card which I made using graphic design software... I hope she appreciates the gesture, I dunno if she'll still think its not enough :( its all I can do and I tried my best. I feel like the fucking worst