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BBY

BBY

Done for.
Feb 18, 2023
93
700 innocent people drowned in Greek waters while they were trying to escape their home country. They were floating on the water in their boat. They have no way to stir it or control where they go. The coast guard just pushed their boat away causing it to topple over. 800 people were on that boat. Only ~100 survived.
Andrew tate, who was teaching stuff to young boys was arrested for rape and human trafficking. The man who little boys were looking up to.
Indigenous women are going missing and nobody cares or does anything about it.
What is this place? Everything feels like some dystopian story you'd read. I don't wanna live in a world like this. Nobody cares about the people who want to live and have a great existence. I pity but also envy those who die unwillingly and deeply wish I could take their place. Give them the chance to live a long and happy life.
It's surreal. I don't wanna be here anymore. Only a bit longer and I'll finally find peace.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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700 innocent people drowned in Greek waters while they were trying to escape their home country. They were floating on the water in their boat. They have no way to stir it or control where they go. The coast guard just pushed their boat away causing it to topple over. 800 people were on that boat. Only ~100 survived.
Andrew tate, who was teaching stuff to young boys was arrested for rape and human trafficking. The man who little boys were looking up to.
Indigenous women are going missing and nobody cares or does anything about it.
What is this place? Everything feels like some dystopian story you'd read. I don't wanna live in a world like this. Nobody cares about the people who want to live and have a great existence. I pity but also envy those who die unwillingly and deeply wish I could take their place. Give them the chance to live a long and happy life.
It's surreal. I don't wanna be here anymore. Only a bit longer and I'll finally find peace.
The migrant boat thing was a disaster, people from Syria, Egypt, and Pakistan paid $4500 each to try to get to Italy, 700 lives lost because of greedy smugglers--11 smugglers were just arrested and charged with manslaughter--Pakistan gov't said over 300 victims were from Pakistan
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,234
This reality undeniably is so hellish and this dangerous, replusive world could never be a desirable place to exist in, I just see the existence of life as being a horrific tragedy in general, there's just so much unnecessary suffering and senseless cruelty. Only permanent nothingness is acceptable for me, death truly is the only relief.
 
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BBY

Done for.
Feb 18, 2023
93
This reality undeniably is so hellish and this dangerous, replusive world could never be a desirable place to exist in, I just see the existence of life as being a horrific tragedy in general, there's just so much unnecessary suffering and senseless cruelty. Only permanent nothingness is acceptable for me, death truly is the only relief.
I think it's disgusting that we are forced to be alive but also have to suffer. Once we are born we are constantly put through mental and physical pain which isn't fair in my opinion. The ones that desire to live should be granted a live which they can enjoy, while the ones that don't should be allowed to simply let go of it.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
i don't like to be alive inside a death trap much better to be free from the human conidition this prison limits us in everyway imagaible
imagen having a computer built inside your head
 
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LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
329
The world makes me sick. I don't belong here.
 
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TheSilentPrincess

Member
Apr 23, 2023
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700 innocent people drowned in Greek waters while they were trying to escape their home country. They were floating on the water in their boat. They have no way to stir it or control where they go. The coast guard just pushed their boat away causing it to topple over. 800 people were on that boat. Only ~100 survived.
Andrew tate, who was teaching stuff to young boys was arrested for rape and human trafficking. The man who little boys were looking up to.
Indigenous women are going missing and nobody cares or does anything about it.
What is this place? Everything feels like some dystopian story you'd read. I don't wanna live in a world like this. Nobody cares about the people who want to live and have a great existence. I pity but also envy those who die unwillingly and deeply wish I could take their place. Give them the chance to live a long and happy life.
It's surreal. I don't wanna be here anymore. Only a bit longer and I'll finally find peace.
I agree, I dont feel like this is my home.
 

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