Would you want family or strangers to find your body?

[Toonloon]

Just a question I thought of strongly today. I always thought I would just ctb away from my house and not let my family see my body right after I ctb. Obviously the risk of being discovered is high but sometimes I hate them so much I want them to see my body and read my note immediately after I'm done. I hate them. I want them to suffer so if I couldn't get caught my ideal situation would be for them to see my body by discovery.

How bout you? Would you want a family or strangers to discover your body? Or would you rather never be found?

 

[lofticries]

Never being found sounds sweet since I've always wished I've never existed in the first place. Sounds more preferable than burdening my family with a body or traumatizing some stranger.

 

[WornOutLife]

Last year, when I tried to ctb, I knew my dad would be the first person to find me.

Now, I've changed my mind and will probably ctb at a hotel. I can't make him suffer so much again.

(Although he will be broken-hearted anyway once he finds out about my death)

 

[TessB]

I've never considered a method where it would be family finding me.. only authorities which feels more anonymous. I definitely don't like the idea of it being family.

 

[Adamsnolife]

My method is aimed at the authorities. Would never consider a method that family will find my body

 

[ClairyFairy]

This is a tricky one. I would choose strangers. For as long as I can remember I've fantasised about finding a body in the woods. I wouldn't want to scar anyone especially not kids. If there's one thing I know it's the unpredictability of family and knowing my luck they'd come round with my nieces and nephews on the day I did it if I was at home. I think I'd stuck with stranger because I, myself would love to discover a body

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

no in fact I wouldn't want anyone to find my body, I don't want someone doing an autopsy on me and the only way to achieve this is to be lost at sea

 

[Sprite_Geist]

No, because then other people would know that I have died, and I do not want people to know that - especially family. There is one family member who has never acknowledged my boundaries, and it makes me really, really uncomfortable; virtually nothing is allowed to be kept from them. Disappearing without a trace is the only sense of privacy that I will truly have.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just want to write a note explaining how I'm gone and then I just want to fade away and disappear. I wish that was an option, I don't want to be found.

 

[Blondi]

Don't care will be dead anyways.

 

[Breakout92]

I think I'm going to change up my plan to make it authorities who find me rather than a family member. And I'd never want a plan where a random stranger finds me. I think it's probably impossible that i traumatize a cop since they go through so much training to be desensitized to this sort of thing.

I'd love to disappear completely and never be found again but i don't think that's practical.

 

[DarkWolf]

I don't want anyone to find me. I want to be found and eaten by wild animals.
Just disappear and feed some hungry critters on the way out.

 

[Beautiful Angel]

I think I'm going to change up my plan to make it authorities who find me rather than a family member. And I'd never want a plan where a random stranger finds me. I think it's probably impossible that i traumatize a cop since they go through so much training to be desensitized to this sort of thing.

I'd love to disappear completely and never be found again but i don't think that's practical.

My thoughts are this exactly and you're right I've talked to a few police myself that I've seen a lot of suicides different ways and you would be surprised what you never really hear about in communities because they don't like broadcasting stuff like that

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

well if they want me dead then they should be able to deal with finding my body

 

[voyager]

Family closure with a hotel aside, I wouldn't want to be found at all. Hah, if possible it wouldn't even be on this planet. Next best thing would be some secluded spot in a forest, desert, or isolated island. Would love to decompose in nature and have some animals eat me. The ocean would be nice too, but less practical.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

I would prefer a cop or someone who never knew me to find me, I really don't want to do it at home but I have no other place to go so I guess someone in my home would have to see me which makes me very sad :( out of everyone in my family I would prefer my mom to find me since I know she doesn't care much about me

 

[smithy]

My biggest fear is to have my loved ones discover my body.
If I would have to choose I would pick strangers for sure.

my ideal death would one where they never find my body or only after such a long time, there is nothing much.

 

[Celerity]

I'm killing myself out in the middle of nowhere to minimize the risk of interference.

 

[zenn7]

I don't want anyone to find me. I want to be found and eaten by wild animals.
Just disappear and feed some hungry critters on the way out.

You read my mind.

 

[AsToldByNish]

Just a question I thought of strongly today. I always thought I would just ctb away from my house and not let my family see my body right after I ctb. Obviously the risk of being discovered is high but sometimes I hate them so much I want them to see my body and read my note immediately after I'm done. I hate them. I want them to suffer so if I couldn't get caught my ideal situation would be for them to see my body by discovery.

How bout you? Would you want a family or strangers to discover your body? Or would you rather never be found?

This one is kind of hard. I wouldn't want to mess up anyone's head with finding my dead body, but at the same time if there is someone who cares I don't want to wonder what happened to me and continuously look for me like some people on tv.