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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I am annoyed about stances of figures in media who agitate against the right to die. And in Germany many public figures do that. Whereas the average people want a right to die with dignity.
There are people who called my approach to life delusional. Said to me life is objectively good. And life is a gift. It is wrong wanting to die because of a disability.
I had such conversations and they frustrated me a lot. So much that I stopped having them for the sake of my mental health. I just wonder whether I am prone to the echo chamber effect because I am so sick listening to such takes. I am not sure what weights more. Is it that I am sick to debate the issue? Does it annoy me that others have such a strong impact on my life? They want to force me to stay. On the other hand I have SN stored under my bed. I could die if I wanted. Maybe it is because there are so many hypocrites in media and politics pretending to care about vulnerable people when assisting suicide is discussed while they agitate against poor people on a different ocassion.
Do I consider my subjective perception of life as objectively true? I think I know what is ahead of me. While others tell me you cannot predict your future. But the last decade was a disaster.
Would prolifers be good people if they just minded their own business? Most prolifers function way better than we do. And someone has to carry the productivity in our society. Someone has to subsidize our N. (jokes aside)
Many prolifers procreate. And some in this forum consider this to be evil. But most people that get procreated end up as prolifers. If there was a universal right do die would procreating be less problematic?
Do I get angry at prolifers because they don't acknowledge my perspective on life. Am I simply angry at them because they disagree with me or is it the actual influence that infuriates me.
Actually I don't have an answer to these question. I just can say that I cried a lot today. 3 times.
There are people who called my approach to life delusional. Said to me life is objectively good. And life is a gift. It is wrong wanting to die because of a disability.
I had such conversations and they frustrated me a lot. So much that I stopped having them for the sake of my mental health. I just wonder whether I am prone to the echo chamber effect because I am so sick listening to such takes. I am not sure what weights more. Is it that I am sick to debate the issue? Does it annoy me that others have such a strong impact on my life? They want to force me to stay. On the other hand I have SN stored under my bed. I could die if I wanted. Maybe it is because there are so many hypocrites in media and politics pretending to care about vulnerable people when assisting suicide is discussed while they agitate against poor people on a different ocassion.
Do I consider my subjective perception of life as objectively true? I think I know what is ahead of me. While others tell me you cannot predict your future. But the last decade was a disaster.
Would prolifers be good people if they just minded their own business? Most prolifers function way better than we do. And someone has to carry the productivity in our society. Someone has to subsidize our N. (jokes aside)
Many prolifers procreate. And some in this forum consider this to be evil. But most people that get procreated end up as prolifers. If there was a universal right do die would procreating be less problematic?
Do I get angry at prolifers because they don't acknowledge my perspective on life. Am I simply angry at them because they disagree with me or is it the actual influence that infuriates me.
Actually I don't have an answer to these question. I just can say that I cried a lot today. 3 times.