im currently looking for work and its exhausting and seemingly impossible to find anything suitable for me, even volunteer work. ive been thinking about going back to college or doing a uni course as i dont feel ready to go into a career or even just a simple temp job, but im hesitant bc i dont want to waste money i dont have on something im not sure will even help me, as well as the fact i dont think im even in the right mindset or mental health to go back to education so it would be a waste of time and money if i cant even finish it. i already left a college course just before completing it bc of mental illness, but luckily i was still young enough when i started it for it to be free (uk). its confusing and uncertain, im not sure what i should do, what i can do or what i want to do. ideally i would never work again as having a job worsens my mental health significantly, but i need to be independent bc relying on my parents is also worsening my mental health. i have no fucking clue lol