Would you die by N as soon as possible if you had it?

[FuneralCry]

I would and this is what I wish for. I envy those with this method so much. To have a peaceful suicide method is the ideal solution to solve all of life's problems as it removes everything that causes us to suffer in the first place. To go through the dying process without having to struggle or leave this world in pain is the most beautiful thing, I wish for a death which is like falling asleep and never waking up, there would be no sense in carrying on existing if I had N, it would certainly be irrational to wish to suffer especially when the best outcome is by my side.

There would be no waking up again and have to deal with the burden that is existence and I wouldn't have to think about suicide or methods any more, I could just die peacefully. To deny people methods like N is incredibly cruel, we deserve the option of a peaceful exit after being forced into this life that we never asked for. Existing is both pointless and painful and it's like the longer that we exist the more that we will suffer. Continuing to delay the inevitable is the ultimate risk, we could end up suffering or being tortured in unimaginable ways which is why I would very happily take the N. There is nothing more wonderful than permanently leaving this world and having the ability to peacefully and reliably end all the suffering, I want to cease to exist and never have to experience anything ever again, that is ideal and even one second of this life is far too long for me. It's very sad how we cannot legally access N. Pets are allowed the best way to die and yet not humans. Human suffering is seen as something to be prolonged and this is tragic.

 

[bed]

considering i have it and have not gone through with it so far because of SI and guilt, my answer is no.

It was a very straightforward and easy method to obtain for a large majority of the time ss has been a site up until recently, that is one reason why I bought it. Always nice to have a guaranteed exit if things ever get exponentially worse.

 

[soldierbavaro]

It is not easy, I have had the N since August and I do not dare to take it, I want to die but I am afraid that I will take it and remain in a vegetable state

 

[CTB Dream]

Have n imediate use no wait not wabt stayi life this cruelty awful all suffer need leave fast

 

[SamTam33]

Definitely within a couple of weeks. I would worry that there'd be a fire or a burglary and it would get destroyed every time I left home so I wouldn't waste too much time. Not with my kind of luck.

 

[Doom]

no, but i wouldnt last much time

 

[Onix88]

I have N but i'm still looking for a partner . So no.

 

[planningmyexit]

Not sure. It would be very temping though

 

[yellowhte]

Yea, I would. Right now I am trying to find it sooo...

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

YES
If only I had N
Desperate

 

[BusTicketholder]

Definitely.

 

[resolutory]

considering i have it and have not gone through with it so far because of SI and guilt, my answer is no.

It was a very straightforward and easy method to obtain for a large majority of the time ss has been a site up until recently, that is one reason why I bought it. Always nice to have a guaranteed exit if things ever get exponentially worse.

It is not easy, I have had the N since August and I do not dare to take it, I want to die but I am afraid that I will take it and remain in a vegetable state

I have N but i'm still looking for a partner . So no.

You guys have it? How!? I thought it was meant to be nearly impossible to get.

 

[Interloper]

Took me 2 months to even gather the courage even after receiving it, and I fucked it up lol. I still have some but it's almost a year later now and I've not yet managed to gather the courage again. It's a testament to how much of an indecisive coward I am, even with one of the better ways to go.

You guys have it? How!? I thought it was meant to be nearly impossible to get.

Like Bed said it was really easy for a while, it was easier than getting the required SN meds for me. The ease of it made me a little suspicious.

 

[ResignationFromLife]

I think I would probably still want to wait a while to give life a chance to improve. Maybe only a matter of weeks or less though

 

[resolutory]

Took me 2 months to even gather the courage even after receiving it, and I fucked it up lol. I still have some but it's almost a year later now and I've not yet managed to gather the courage again. It's a testament to how much of an indecisive coward I am, even with one of the better ways to go.

Like Bed said it was really easy for a while, it was easier than getting the required SN meds for me. The ease of it made me a little suspicious.

Aw man, I wish I'd found SS sooner lol.

 

[WaitingForMyRide]

Absolutely.

 

[yive]

yes, of course

 

[Fulminare]

If I would have a partner by then, 100%.

 

[Darkover]

the only thing stopping me is lack of resources with N by my side there be no stopping me

 

[mateodolores]

Yes, yes, yes!

 

[rationaltake]

The truth is nobody can say for sure what they would do in any circumstances. It's pure speculation.

 

[resolutory]

The truth is nobody can say for sure what they would do in any circumstances. It's pure speculation.

That's true, I was thinking that earlier. I used to think all I was wating for was an 'acceptable' way to CTB. Yet, this year I've discovered and acquired two ways I consider 'acceptable' and yet I still haven't done it and I'm not sure why. I think I would use N very soon after getting it, but how can I be sure of that? I guess I can't.