Everyone deals with thing's differently, some find the issues you mention so bad they want to end their lifes, others find it OK and are able to deal with them,
If you are seeking clarification that it is OK to CTB for these reasons, then you are asking in the wrong place.
TO me this path is so personal, all this forum can do is support you, and not answer your question, nor make your choice for you.
I wish you the best in where ever this life takes you