NoOneKnows

NoOneKnows

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I m on disability but that does not cover even my medical bills, and then food, let alone some clothing. I found a part time job (cleaning) 3 hrs/every day, but I just dont know if I can physically make it, every day is unpredictible, sometimes its extremely bad. I am worried to commit to anything, me being in this physical condition. (even something as simple as period is nightmare for me, i lay down in excrutiating pain for 2 days)
Plus, they want the person to start right away, and I dont have money till beggining of next month, I cant imagine to work hungry . Im used to be hungry before my payment arrives, but its easier when you dont go out and do things. Another thing no traffic ticket for one week
Would you take it? (sorry if it makes no sense to someone), I am to let them know in few hours...
Thank you
 
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Walilamdzi

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I'd take it, because then you can try it and if you quit it's no different to not having taken it in the first place, but you tried it. What's the worst that can happen?
 
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if I quit after a week...., or with my luck moment I sign the deal and next day I get painful infection. I hate to be that kind of person, but i have no control over it
Also I want to ctb ASAP :(
 
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What I meant was that it wouldn't matter if you quit after a week, it doesn't really make any difference to not accepting it in the first place. Or would it cause more trouble than it's worth?
 
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I think one can quit after week, but there is a 15 days (dont know how they call it in Eng.), you need to come for another 15 days,and I guess thats it. cuz its a contract for part time job, which has different rules like full time in here by law.
In any case, it wouldnt be giving life a chance, I know i will need to ctb ASAP,. I think I will have to turn it down today ,and ctb tommorow, cuz I dont wanna call my friend ask for money for a w eek to survive. God I hate my life. BEsides its hard to work, when you know you only do it to secure your next ctb attempt, I mean thats not much of a motivation. I struggle to find motivation to take shower even, cuz I see no point in that anymore,in my condition...
thank you for help @Walilamdzi hugs
 
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Ah yeah, I get it, we would call it a 15 day notice period. I feel like that too.

I'm sorry that it's so hard, hugs to you too.

Do you have anyone you can stay with for the time being?
 
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what do you mean please -to stay with for the time being? please explain
- so I am suppose to come there at 2 pm in about half an hour, to try it for 1 hour (what is there to try,everybody can mop the floor) ,but I wanna write him SMS that I could start work only from MAy on. Bcuz of the financial thing, but i wouldnt tell him that. Is it rude to cancel it so late? HE is there anyway, he wouldnt lose time or anything
 

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