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Anonymous_A
Arcanist
- Oct 4, 2020
- 402
So you decide to end it. You leave a note, with the final words something along the lines of…
'Please don't write anything of me, don't claim no fond memories etc' don't claim how we were close
This is because I literally only speak to my father, once he is gone..this is when I will finally decide to end my life.
I have a large family but I don't speak any of them which is honestly no fault of mine. I don't have any close friends, I used to but literally haven't spoken to anyone (aside from my father) in the past 6ish years. I have a job, go about my daily life but don't have personal relationships with anyone anymore. Granted any relationships are effort on all sides but I tried to make effort but they all eventually subsided.
It's somewhat sad as most people who knew me back when I was at school/uni..they would probably assume I was/still social/popular
I would honestly hate to go, and for people to make claims they wish I had reached out, they never saw it coming…all the usual jazz people make when somebody ends their life.
Heck, I don't even want a funeral. I'd be turning in my grave if people turned up to my funeral, sobbing making sentiments
'Please don't write anything of me, don't claim no fond memories etc' don't claim how we were close
This is because I literally only speak to my father, once he is gone..this is when I will finally decide to end my life.
I have a large family but I don't speak any of them which is honestly no fault of mine. I don't have any close friends, I used to but literally haven't spoken to anyone (aside from my father) in the past 6ish years. I have a job, go about my daily life but don't have personal relationships with anyone anymore. Granted any relationships are effort on all sides but I tried to make effort but they all eventually subsided.
It's somewhat sad as most people who knew me back when I was at school/uni..they would probably assume I was/still social/popular
I would honestly hate to go, and for people to make claims they wish I had reached out, they never saw it coming…all the usual jazz people make when somebody ends their life.
Heck, I don't even want a funeral. I'd be turning in my grave if people turned up to my funeral, sobbing making sentiments